Beneath the universe

Okay just a quickie.

1. Math paper 1 was alright but I screwed up (ugh)
2. Chem paper 2 was soooo diffcult! It was a total fucked up killerrrrr grrrr

Shall study for geography now. Omg so many chapters to go thru.. I can't afford to fail geog (cos it's my fav subj and it's my only hope in humanities bcos history was kinda.. badly done) :'(

I can't be saved

Ok so it's math paper 1 tomorrow and chemistry paper 2. I just ended math tuition and already am in fear of tomorrow's paperaaa soon as the tutor stepped out of the door. I felt so vunerable and scared that I was shaking like a leaf and on the verge of crying. I don't know why, maybe bcos I can't take the chance to fail math anymore or it could be that I'll blank out during the paper/ forget all formulas and everything. Or maybe bcos of the fact that I wouldn't be able to memorize any formulas. Why the hell are examinations doing this to me? Stop making me break down and cry like nobody's business.

To make things worse, I haven't studied for chemistry at all yet. Fml.

08/05/10

Try'na study social studies and history. I'm half way thru the former, but haven't started a single thing on the latter. The thought of studying for history bores me, imagine if I really had to put my words into action. I know no one's reading, but before I go I shall leave you with this http://yfrog.com/2mqfigj (full geog ftw!).. And we'll definitely miss you Ms Zai! x

PS chapter 2 of the management of traffic flow in Singapore thingy has to be by far the toughest topic cos I don't know what to focus on. Ugh.

Say goodbye to my heart tonight

I'm not feeling the urgency and importance of the upcoming exams. I was, but not anymore. It just feels like I'm getting the post-examination mood bug due of the two day break in between language papers and humanities + sciences + mathematics papers. Gosh I'm gonna do real badly for the remaining papers, aren't I? I have yet to start revising much.

I kinda wanna be more than friends

My current fav song. (Y)