I'm a war of head vs heart

I'll be having a 3 hour-long math tuition in about an hour's time..something I dread very much because usually, I can't even survive a 2 hour long one, what more do you think an addition of merely an hour would not kill me? It's tiring days like these that make me wanna give up/ question the future's worth.

She's been broken for too long

Dear Mom and Dad,

I don't do drugs. I don't smoke. I don't party. I don't stay out til' 3 AM on a weekday. I don't skip class, but I don't make you proud either. You're always nagging at me because I'm not focused, because I'm chatting to a friend while completing my homework. I'm not perfect, but there are kids worse than me. Why can't you see that? I'm mad at myself for displeasing you.

I'm mad at myself for turning out to be the opposite of what you expected me to be.

We're young and we're bored

Hello Saturrrrrrrrday!

Like falling stars over your head

School's till 9 at night tomorrow because of some prize giving ceremony. Bummer - I've got to change my dental appointment yet again...the staff's gonna be so goddamn pissed!

Nothing taste as good

Temporary freedom has never tasted so good after the gruelling day filled with tests at every interval of school curriculum. Today was a good day :)

PS I hate people who are unnecessarily intimate (go youtube community channel unnecessarily intimate)

I all wanna do is sleep, everyday

Hello I have O Level bio practical assesment, chemistry school-based test and math school-based test tomorrow. All three in a day. I really don't get how there's 5 days in the school week yet the teachers have to cram everything to one day.

I need some time to know what's right

Because it's only in the quiet that I feel some relief.

Breathe in deep

I'm hoping that tomorrow will be a good day... peer tutoring > home > chinese tuition > dinner with JKR :)

Hands all over

My heart says go but my brain says no

 Happy Valentine Day. Today, my heart is playing tricks on me.

Sunday Inspiration: Details

If I've been dreaming, I don't ever wanna wake up.

We move on to being perfect strangers

Goddamn, I love Kylie. There's something magical about this song that makes me click the replay button over and over again.

MIA

Pardon my absence of four days from this space (it's not that long but it did feel so). I wasn't able to blog daily, something which I used to do. Perhaps it's mainly due to the endless amount of work and tasks given or that I'm trying to put in effort in my studies (well, much more effort than last year). To summarize that, I do my homework religiously daily and study for tests when I have to. Although it isn't much, I'm taking it slow but steady.

 Tomorrow's a Saturday, and I can already see my schedule packed with peer tutoring in the morning, a dental appointment in the afternoon and Chinese tuition after that. Secondary 4 life causes lack of sleep and difficulty in holding onto your sanity.

Your indecisiveness is just ridiculous

I'm experiencing the Monday blues indeed..I can't wait for the weekend to come again!

We all have stories we'll never tell

I wonder what it's like to have it all; to never be afraid that I would fall.

What if you had to choose

It's a dare! Comment on my chat box on which two you would pick.

Hello February

Today is the eve of Chinese New Year where it's an annual thing for the Chinese to have reunion dinner on this very day. It just struck me this year that how blessed I am to have an intact family - even though I've gone through shit when I was younger - and how that when I plan to head overseas, sitting down on the same table to have dinner with them would be a rare opportunity.

Start the car and take me home

I've got two chinese compositions to complete.
I've got a geography report of 1500 words to complete.
All by tomorrow.

As the chinese say, you can't owe homework over the chinese new year break. Well, that just make things easier doesn't it? To top it all off, I've got a ?#$!%^&#!$ ulcer. Life treats me just greatttttt.