Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Don't wanna hurt anymore



Omg I am currently having a terrible sore throat due to excessive screaming and shouting.. and singing. My brain cells and blood veins nearly bursted and killed me lol cause we had to do this technique thingy for us to sing out louder and stuff.. and omg, don't be sad.. the performing arts cca who had their syf today.. I'm pretty sure you guys did your best, and tomorrow's april the first, so cheer up man. Ok, hm yeah so.. shit my throat hurts and I am running out of shampoo. Damnit, anyway, everyone.. WATCH YOUR BACKS TOMORROW!!! Muahahaha lol and I am heels over heads over this song omg it makes me want to cry and hurts me so much


-





All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of singers
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Monday, March 30, 2009

Let me tell you a secret



I'm a secret bear
Do you have a secret?
I promise I won't tell
I was suppose to post something fun.. lol and here it is
-
Jill Price is amazing I mean seriously if I do remember EVERY SINGLE THING FROM MY LIFE, I would've felt like I'm on a emotional roller coaster ride.
Jill Price (née Rosenberg, born December 1965 in New York City) is able to recite details of all the days of her life since she was fourteen years old. She remembers every sad or happy moment, from the dinners she ate to the current affairs of the day. Parts of Price's brain are three times the size of those in other women her age, brain scans show. Price's condition is called hyperthymestic syndrome, meaning that she has a superior memory and that the enlarged parts of her brain are areas also associated with obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD). The first report on the study of her brain was published in 2006. She has written a book called The Woman Who Can't Forget: The Extraordinary Story of Living with the Most Remarkable Memory Known to Science—A Memoir (ISBN 1416561765), explaining her life with the condition.
Man with 30 second memory.. wow

Sunday, March 29, 2009

ENTER IF YOU DARE.. LOL

Mix it in a pan of fun.. and ice-cream








I can't believe the weekend is over already. Time seriously does fly.
Happy Birthday Venus, and thank you very much for yesterday.. Mandy, Josie (or was it Josephine?) and Fiona too






What excatly is a friend to you? Is he/she someone you talk to occasionally? Or is it something deeper than that? A deep connection of two souls... just understanding each other silently. Someone you can go home to. Someone who will always listen to you. One who knows you inside out; knows all of your weaknesses and still loves you. When there are no barriers of pride, it's a mutual relationship built on love and more importantly, trust. A friend is someone you can tell your problems, worries and wildest dreams to and they won't look at you with a judging eye. They care about your well-being and don't compete with you. They don't get jealous if you succeed. They'll celebrate with you. A true friend is someone you can and do have expectations of. They're people who truly support you. They're here because of you, not for any other reason, but purely for you, for the bond you have. They're someone you set aside time for and one who devotes their time to you. They're someone who has a silent understanding with you. It's like you feel naked around them and it feels so right... friends last forever.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Big girls don't cry





(thecobrasnake)
Today was pretty fun. Choir at slo was fantastic, I had never in my life enjoyed choir so so so so so (much much more SOs) much! It was absolutely amazing, with the captial a-m-a-z-i-n-g. Seriously. After that I head around singapore (haha sure if my legs don't ache like hell) and landed up (in my bestfriend's closet lol digging for clothes) at marina square for venus's party outing thingy. It was awesome, and then I realized someting very important and major. I haven't done any retail therapy in a month (AMAZING) and I miss forever21.. I went into topshop but I had difficultly on deciding whether I should or shouldn't buy two tops.. and I ended up with a no. Boohoo ):
I am so freaking tired. Zzzzz much (!!!) I could knock out right now. Oh and the second picture.. aint that Mischa Barton or something? I love her top (go uk woohoo) Oops, today's earth day!!! I gotta go head the shower now cause I have to turn off all the lights and light up candles in the house hahaha. 8.30PM - 9.30PM EVERYONE! TURN OFF ALL YOUR LIGHTS




























I feel that I am starting to lose this whole thing

Friday, March 27, 2009

Alt F4

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I want to start my life anew. I want everything to change so desperately. I want this hell to end for me. I want to live life to the fullest. I don't want to care what others think anymore. I wish I could have a fresh change.

Going going gone


What would you do..
If you weren't able to tell someone that you actually love them but always hid away from it?
If you wanted to tell the person the truth, but was afraid to let others know about it?
If you were unable to be found ever again?



















I don't know what I would do if I was gone forever one day and couldn't tell the people I love that I miss them so and could never see them again. I fear that. Sometimes, you can't just let things fall in their own pace and place, you've gotta do it to make a change and to be in control of your own life

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Engaged idealists

Well thats me

Time to put on my top hat

I DO NOT WANT TO RUN FOR CROSS COUNTRY TOMORROW

















Best oscars musical ever




Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head,
And then answer the qusetion.
After doing this, tag ur 21 friends to do the same[:

1. Olivia
2. Meiying
3. Sophia
4. Anisha
5. Keyang
6. Zeyang
7. Timothy
8. Danielle
9. Varisara
10. Datina
11. Liting
12. Yanlin
13. Yoon eu
14. Jasper
15. Kimberley
16. Melissa
17. Eugene
18. Michelle
19. Melanie
20. Venus
21. Joshua

How did you get to meet 7?
- {Timothy} School

What will you do if you & 15 never met ?
- {Kimberley} Life won't be fun without her

What will you do if 20 & 1 date ?
- {Olivia and Michelle} THEY ARE STRAIGHT

Have you ever seen 17 cry?
- {Eugene} Hahahaha, I wish so

Would 4 & 16 be a good couple?
- {Anisha and Melissa} Like say what (!!!!)

Do you think 11 is attractive?
- {Liting} Haha, sure why not

What is 2's favourite color?
- {Meiying} OMG SHIT I DONT KNOW.. black? White?

What was the last time you talk to 9?
- {Varisara} Face to face, since p6! She moved to thailand ):

What language does 8 speak?
- {Danielle} English.. and um chinese

Who is 13 going out with?
- {Yoon eu} Um.. I have no idea hang on I'll ask around.. Huimin

What grade is 12 in?
- {Yanlin} Secondary 2

Would you ever date 17?
- {Eugene} WHAT THE HELL

Where does 18 live?
- {Michelle} I have no clue.. singapore

What is the best thing about 3?
- {Sophia} Musically talented

What would you like to tell 10 rite now?
- {Datina} Hahaha

What is the best thing abt 20?
- {Venus} She plays golf?

Have you ever kiss 5?
- {Keyang} DOUBLE TRIPLE GAZILLION WHAT THE HELL!!! GROSS!!!!

What was the best memory you have with 21?
- {Joshua} Gag, I dont know

Whens the next time you're gonna see 6?
- {Zeyang} Tomorrow

How is 14 & 12 different?
- {Jasper and Yanlin} One's a guy, one's a girl

Is 19 pretty?
- {Melanie} Sure why not

What was your 1st impresion of 11?
- {Liting} Ummmmmmmm... pass my brain aint functioning on the impression section yet. She's cool i guess

How did you meet 20?
- {Venus} MCS

Is 1 your best friend?
- {Olivia} Yeah

Is 16 good at socializing?
- {Melissa} YES OBVIOUSLY

Do you know a secret about 9?
- {Varisara} I doubt so

Describe the r/s between 12 & 18 :
- {Yanlin and Michelle}

What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
- {Varisara} She's funny and AWESOME

Whats the worst thing about 6?
- {Zeyang} He's always busy these days and never talk to us on msn.. ): But perhaps he is practising his proposal to um.. _________ (fill the blank) in front of the mirror.. HAHAHAHA

Have you ever had a crush on 12?
- {Yanlin} LOL GIRL CRUSH HAHAHA

Does 14 have bf/gf?
- {Jasper} You ought to ask him yourself.. actually yes, haha keyang lol I'm totally joking please dont be mad at me

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
- {Olivia} NO, I'M NOT THE VIOLENT TYPE

Has 21 met ur mother?
- {Joshua} Yes lol

How did u get to meet 15?
- {Kimberley} MCS

Did you ever physically hurt 3?
- {Sophia} Lol no.. perhaps not hahaha

Do you live close to 7?
- {Timothy} SHIT YES BLOODY HELL

What's 8's favourite food?
- {Danielle} Oh shit, i dont know.. pizza?

What kinda car does 1 have?
- {Olivia} Personally, not yet

Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before?
- {Varisara} I'm too young boohoo

If you give 14 $100 wad will he/she spent on?
- {Jasper} I have no idea

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

What do you do?





I wear the red shoes
With the holes
To remind me
What we went through
Sit down here
Kick 'em off enough
Not had enough of you
I tell you
You know
The car you drive
Keeps breaking down
And never starts
Next thing
I'm pulling up to you
We're in the backseat
Driving it home
No one wants
To be alone

Chorus:
What do you do?
What do you do
When everything
Is broken?
What do you say?
What do you say
When no words
Fit the moment?
'Cuz you're not here
And even if you were
All i could say
Is what do i do?
What do i do?
We're broken
But i can't
Throw us away

The video
Of our vacation's
Chewed up in the drawer
Beside me
She thinks i never got
To watch it
I'm so glad
I made a copy
The sky
Got bitter twisted
Just like you and me
I miss it
You snap it
Bend it
Burn it
Then you find
That you can't fix it
Fall back on whatever
Still remains

(Chorus)

Breaking you in
Breaking your heart
I was taking it all
And I tore you apart
Breaking me in
Breaking my heart
And the damage was done
But I took what you got
We were breakin' it
Smashin' it
Takin' it
Lovin' it
Hatin' it
Drivin' it home
And now I'm all
Now I'm all alone

Oh, yeah (4x)

(Chorus)

What do i do?
We're broken
But i can't
Throw us away

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Girl : You make me think of the sea
Boy : Because I'm wild and romantic?
Girl : No, you make me sick

I've found out I have an alter ego or perhaps a spilt personality. On msn I'm so talkative and open, in school I'm so shy, quiet and usually retreat from the crowds. I need to kill my twin now.

According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their powers Zeus split them into two parts; condemning them to spend the rest of their lives in search of their other halves.

Goodnight and go




Skipping beats, blushing cheeks
I am struggling
Daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner cafe
And then I'm left in bits recovering tectonic tremblings
You get me every time

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

Follow you home, you've got your headphones on and you're dancing
Got lucky, beautiful shot you taking everything off watch the curtains wide open
Then you fall in the same routine flicking through the TV relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

One of these days, you'll miss your train and come stay with me
We'll have drinks and talk about things, any excuse to stay awake with you
You'll sleep here, I'll sleep there, but then the heating may be down again
At my convenience
We'd be good, we'd be great together.

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

Say goodnight and go,
Why's it always always
Goodnight and go
Darling not again
Goodnight and go

Monday, March 23, 2009

Our lips can touch


Here (In Your Arms) - Hellogoodbye


I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are,
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Our lips can touch.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your...

You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite, miss you quite..."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.

Here in your arms.
Oh, here in your... arms.

I am suddenly in the mood for love and dancing around like an idiot. Mentioning of idiots.. I hate the annoying idiotic little mozzies.. I'm prone to their stings right now boohoo. I'm like plastering a layer of mozzie repellent on myself and my surroundings.. Pathetic

Didn't they tell you..



THAT I HATE SCHOOL?
Whatever, today aint so great, holiday blues. And the damn fact that my gramma snipped part of my hair, which makes my hairstyle look like a complete bob bob. Damnit.. I've got so much to catch up on, holiday last minute homework, project works.. and asking my dad to sign my report slip without being killed. My head hurts. The entire classroom was engulfed in deodorant.. gross, and it stank, cause it was the men's one. I think I should be registered as allergic to deodorant cause my head was throbbing and it couldn't pretty much function properly. Our class tee is a no go signal, cause the people can't do it OUR WAY (ps: this is one of the contacts ms tho gave us). We should've gone forward with the 23 bucks one.. Bloody hell. I dont wanna go to school tomorrow. )-:
RIP Jade Goody

Sunday, March 22, 2009

I love space bubblesss




That was rather childlish of me, but I'm re-living the kiddy moments of my live with space bubbles.. hehe. And below is a video of zeyang, keyang, olivia's hamster.. and zeyang's psp

video

ONE MORE DAY TILL SCHOOL REOPENS DAMNIT

Say our last prayers

(Iekeliene Stange)


-What is your favourite colour?
Black

-Are you attached or single?
The latter

-What is your CCA?
Choir

-What is your primary school?
MCS

-How many friends do you have?
Pass

-Who did you last fought with?
No one

-Who was your previous stead?
Pass

-What was your problem in primary school?
Innocent, and quiet

-Do you have any medical condition?
Hopefully no

-What do you really want to do now?
Grow tall

-Where do you live?
On earth

-Who help you in MT?
Um, as in the subj? If so, at times my gramma

-State 3 things you like abt yourself.
Pass

-State 3 things you hate abt yourself.
Pass

-Do you love yourself?
I guess yeah

-How many ex-bf/gf do you have?
Pass

-Do you like schl ?
Yes, but not the subjects that is being taught, except art

-Who do you miss now?
Everybody

-Your worst fear?
Not growing tall.. and losing everyone in my life right now

-What's the colour of your shirt today ?
White

-Are you wearing any contact lens currently ?
No

-Do you know of anyone who likes you right now ?
Um I don't know

-Do you love the person who last gave you a message ?
Perhaps

-Is anyone in your family pregnant ?
Yes

-At what age do you want to be married ?
After I travel around at least half of the world, help drought victims and become a fashion designer.. so perhaps 28 or so?

Are you listening to any songs ?
Halo, Beyonce

-What will you be sleeping with ?
Pass

-What's the colour of your room ?
Gray, white

-Who have you featured in your friendster ?
Kimberley.. and um, danielle?

-Have your featured friends gone to your house before ?
I have no idea

-Have you bathed ?
I just woke up

-Would you ever tell a certain person you love the person ?
Perhaps

-What's your plan for your next birthday ?
To be taller (like damnit).. or a little cute dog

-Who's birthday was just over?
Um.. Pass

-Who's birthday is coming up ?
O_O

-When's your bday ?
10th Sept

-Who's at home ?
My gramma, brother.. and myself

-Ever had sex on the first date ?
Gross

-What's on the table nearest to you ?
Everything, my junk.. books, radio, piles of magazines..

-Who are u looking at ?
No one

-Do you still sleep with your bears ?
Yes, but they ain't bears

-Still keep your barbie dolls ?
Sure, I cut their hair off when I'm bored

-Do You Have Any Ex-BF/GF ?
Pass

-Do you like anyone now?
Perhaps.. not? I have on and off feelings for everyone, so it's weird and complicated

-What bottom are you wearing ?
A bottom

-Who Is The One Closest To you?
Literally?

-What Time Do you sleep everyday?
10-11pm plus?

-What is your cca?
Scroll up

-What do you do if you are bad mood ?
Cry my eyes out, fume

-Do you have any friendster or msn?
Yeah, but friendster's so.. boring

What school are you from?
GESS

-What is your class In School?
2G

-Do you Have Any Class T-shirt?
Soon I guess

-Do you like your class?
Sure, except for some

-Who is your form teacher?
Ms Tho

-Do you like Shopping with your friends?
Depends

-Do you Like Schooling?
Yeah, friends and art only

-Do you like your school?
Not really, they should have streaks and walls of bright colors or something, hot pink anyone?

-Do you wan transfer school?
Sure, or either that get me to the states

-How many Ex-BF/GF Do you Have?
Scroll up

-Who Do You Like Right Now?
I don't know

-If you Like That Person, would you tell him/her that you like him/her?
Perhaps.. not?

Saturday, March 21, 2009

So sick of everything

I need a haircut. I need new shoes. I need a live. I need to know whether I should leave my hair to grow and cut out bangs.

Suggest (!!!)
Thank you, g'bye, g'day


Gotta change my answering machine, now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Caused you walked out the door,
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin' 'round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin' over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
Why can't I turn off the radio?

If you seek amy

(Balenciaga)

One of the hardest things about blogging has to be coming up with witty titles to match your posts.

Let's try out some fun facts you actually didn't know (about me):

1. I hate long nails
2. I was never into fashion.. but now I get requested for tips on them (insanity), and I'll die for them
3. I actually loved chinese and usually got high marks for the subj, that's probably a reason why I could score well overall, cause it was my best subject. English sucked
4. I was good in math too till I got into secondary school
5. My brain works in a complicated manner. If the solution is supposingly simple, I'll try to make my way round the hard(er) way
6. I think mentally what I would wear for the next occasion when I'm heading out at least a week before
7. When I tip-toe when climbing stairs (I can't stop this habit)
8. I am obsessed with heels
That's all I can think for today. Anyway, I'll be heading to the library later, with sophia and vanessa, and I'll try starting this trend in singapore of wearing gazillions of watches as an accessory item - almost like the picture below, but except she has only one watch.

Friday, March 20, 2009

I'm not gonna teach him..


Im Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You - Black Kids

I want that






Omg, I want that wardrobe. I want to change my name. I want to have an american passport. I want to be an american citizen. I want american parents. I want to be able to keep my shoes in my closet. I want to be able to paste all my fashion inspiration pictures on the wall without anyone telling me off. I want those shoes. I need to shower now.
And I'm back, damnit. 4bia has to be the grossest, scariest movie on earth. I can never ever watch a single horror movie in my life ever again. Well, apparently because I'm scared of them and I'll have bad nightmares for my whole life, plus I can never sleep. The straw car project was a failure, and I agree, according to zeyang, our group needs like 24 hours to complete it, whereas others need only like 3 or so. Cause we were all goofing around everytime we do a project together. We can never do it good all in a day. Perhaps that's our cool super power ability. Neat

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Digital Love By Daft Punk

Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rhythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true

Why don't you play the game ?
Why don't you play the game ?

I'm addicted to this song. Insane, but it's so cool, that I feel like spinning round and round, then dancing like there's no tomorrow.

Digital Love


I'm currently ransacking and flipping through all my magazines to snip and paste in my inspiration book. I think i'll be banned from the computer soon, judging from my time spent on it and that my grades are slipping. But my brother's far worse, trust me. I'm so bored that I'm asking this -anyone's interested in catching a movie? Forget that. Beautiful soul by jesse mccartney has to be the best song ever, cause it never fails to memerize me. And this a capella group has to be the most awesome group ever! Seriously

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

You know what






The pictures above are supposingly to be in a stylist's place. I would give anything for it too, judging by the amount of pretty shoes and heaps of fabulous clothes she has. April teen vogue seems boring. I'm gonna start tearing some pages out for inspirational purposes after reading it through a few times. Anyway, in the bus, I saw this EXTREMELY (FREAKING) TALL GUY. As in tall, very tall. His head was above the bar that held on to the handles on the ceiling. Oh my gosh huh. He was like a giant, and I felt so darn tiny.

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