Friday, July 31, 2009

You make perfection jealous

What is currently happening in my life:
01 Bizzare dreams (really really bizzare)
02 Incoming sorethroat
03 Fatigue and diziness everyday
04 Lagging behind schoolwork

The diziniess and fatigue are properly the reasons why I can't function properly.. lack of sociality and mingling around with people. Ugh

What I'm doing/ planning to do for the weekend:
02 Dental appointment
03 Trip to Borders
04 Chinese tuition
05 Write thank you notes/ cards for those who have helped me out in my schoolwork and such. I feel bloody bad and guilty.

I think blogger's back to it's screw up state.. or is it just me?

Thursday, July 30, 2009

For once I can say that I'm finally living

I am jumping for joy cos blogger is finally working! Thank you for repairing whatsoever problem it was, cos it definitely made my day. Yay :-)
PS I've decided to clear up the mess in my room today which has been there for the past two days. I have this weird habit of arranging my clothes arrangement like every few months. I find it a refreshing and good change.. somehow

Wednesday, July 29, 2009


There's no such thing as the best, the best school/best class or whatsoever. It's only what you're best in and what's best for you. Fuck the rest.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Times have changed but you're still the same

Blogger is definitely still not working thus the no-pictures post recently. It's really frustrating the heck outta me. till blogger is back in tip-top condition.

Hi classmates who are in school right now, with an exception of me, stuck at home, quarantined. If you guys are wondering how I'm doing, I'll send out invitations to my funeral.. cause of death, boredom.


Click click!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

You make me smile like the sun, dizzy in my head


I'm back from indonesia and quarantined. Sucks so much, I'm barely coughing = (hint) not sick at all = (hint) allow me to get back to school. I'll probably be rotting away at home, with homework having to be given to me. Sorry timothy (sixth time, so stop making me feel guilty). Sorry those who have to help me with my homework and lecture notes.

Moving on.. indonesia was good.. except that I was a complete idiot over there cos I (or we) couldn't speak bahasa indonesia and ugh it was so frustrating. I had to wait for freaking 15 minutes to get just a piece of waffle cos bahasha-speaking people could comunicate with the waffle dude fluently and they cut the queue. Damn.

PS why isn't blogger working? everything seems to be breaking down on me :(

How was school anyway?

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

The sky was burning up like fireworks

There is something very wrong with blogger and I am so mad at it. What the fuck can this thing work? I'm like leaving tomorrow and would want to post a decent post, but nooooooooo, this stupid tiny post box wouldn't have the upload photos function and everything else that matters. I mean like, WHAT THE HECK. WORK YOU DAMN THING!

On the bright side of life, my flight's in less than a day's time, and I'll be excusing myself from school at noon. Yay! I'll probably miss you guys alot, especially if I seriously am gonna be quarantined, I'll be missing out on HELL LOT of exams and homework. And my studies! I'll be behind everybody else. A total disadvantage. :-(

Hopefully blogger gets back to it's normal state asap (LIKE TOMORROW BEFORE 12NN!) or I'm gonna go on a killing spree.

PS I've created a lj account so I can post properly till blogger is not so fucked up, then I'll return posting here.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

There's definitely something wrong from the look of your face

I'm so sorry, there's something wrong with my blog today. The whole posting thing is so screwed up and blank. I'll be leaving for indonesia real soon and I totally can't wait, even though at the same time I can't bear to leave school and stare into blank space cos it'll probably feel awkward with not many familiar faces to see and talk to. I will definitely try to post tomorrow, as soon as I can post pictures and such.

PS Happy Birthday Keyang. Hope you won't have to go for real counselling to recover from whatsoever negative emotions you express after reading the book.

Monday, July 20, 2009

My heart feels like it is on fire


PS hahahahahahahah two days and 14 hours left!!!.. at the same time it seems I can't bear to skip a day of school, cos I'll feel like I'm really playing trunacy when I'm actually not.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

If there's a soul mate for everyone

"Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person ; wait for the person who will be your best friend , the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a tee shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all, wait for the person who will put you up at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong."

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Happy 500th

It's the 500th post (yay) and today's also national ice-cream day. Hopefully today would be a good day, to you too, have a great weekend. :-)

On my playlist:
Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls
Good Girls Go Bad - Cobra Starship ft Leighton Meester
Falling For You - Colbie Caillat
Evacuate The Dancefloor - Cascada
Smile - Uncle Kracker

Friday, July 17, 2009

I used to be love drunk, but now I’m hungover

I'll post this song perhaps tomorrow. I love it so much that I'm repeating it over and over again. PS I'll be heading to the hospital later to check on edward and my mom.. perhaps tomorrow too.

Thursday, July 16, 2009


I was like omg, newborns are so scary coz they're so fragile and so *shudders* bloody fragile.. like the fact it seems that they only have a thin layer of skin or something. What's even gross is that ms kong has already taught us about the human reproduction thing and such, so when I saw edward I was like, good grief, I could see the little dots on its nose and I can't believe he was unable to breathe inside the stomach these thoughts, etc just flooded into my mind. Gross huh. But I'm so gald he's in our lives now. I love both Edward and Kimberly. :-)

Baby Edward says hi to you too

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Happy Birthday Gramma

Okay, well that picture is definitely not the cake she' gonna have. Let's say I screwed up the cake coz of the fuckingstupidcrapughfuck gel icing. My dad said, "At least it's edible,' but I'm so depressed over it. Omg omg omg no one turns 61 twice, ever. I totally screwed it up but then I got another miniture cake. Ugh I am such a screw up. This is what I mean by I have the worst luck (IN THE WORLD!).

Sorry gramma, I love you gramma, happy birthday gramma. :-)

Ps: My mom's expecting tomorrow before 1pm, so I'm gonna rush down to the hospital after school. Hi baby edward again

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I won't fight back, I'll strategize

I hate the quote 'life's never fair'. It's always never fair, especially to me. I probably have the worst luck in the world. It's not that I have a grudge against anyone in the class, it's just that I need to get this off my chest badly. I'll probably just get on with my life, but it's definitely gonna be way harder than I thought..

Monday, July 13, 2009

We were sitting with our backs against the world

1. I feel I'm experiencing life in some other bizzarely windy country, coz the wind is blowing like whoosh that things are nearly flying and windows are slamming. Ok, whoosh wasn't a great word.. forget it

2. My gramma's birthday is this wednesday. She'll be turning 61.. or 60? Crap I think 61.

3. My mom's expecting the day after my gramma's birthday. Hi baby Edward/ Edmund.

4. This saturday is national ice-cream day!

5. My LA friend is visiting singapore for a month in august! It's her summer break, yay!

6. Screw mondays. I went to school really early today for no frigging reason but at least I could do my homework.


8. I hate having to pin up my fringe. Wtf. What's worse is meiying's fringe is okay and she still has to pin it up.. double wtf


10. I came home to nobody. My gramma's somewhere in the world, and her cellphone's in the house. How am I suppose to contact her? Where on earth is she?

That's pretty much what I have to say.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Don't tell us when to stop

Cause all we want to do is just to have fun

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Only me, only you and the band

Two songs that are currently being played over and over again on my playlist. Still no sign of teen vogue.

Ps: Steve appleton seems pretty hot.. or maybe it's just his eyes.. ok, definitely his eyes :p

Friday, July 10, 2009

Don't just follow your heart, lead your heart

I think I need help with choosing a color that suits me - black or white?

Ps: TGIF, but not looking forward to chinese tuition
Pss: I STILL can't seem to be able to see teen vogue anywhere on the racks of bookstores.. sucks :(
PssS: My mom's planning to name the baby boy Edward. I'm speechless, what flickered in my mind was, DID SHE READ TWILIGHT OR SOMETHING. No, no I'm against the name Edward.. It's just too coincidential and weird

Thursday, July 9, 2009

I am where I am and you are where you are

I'm feeling unusual today. A bit of enthusiasm and depression at the same time.

Ps: Happy Birthday Jasper
Pss: I still can't get my hands on teen vogue's august issue *frowns*

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

I'll leave when the wind blows

Blowing up space balloons kills boredom so thank god for that invention, seriously. See, you can even see my whole room (nearly) from the bubble! :-)

Monday, July 6, 2009

What if there was another side to the story

I would gladly want to die instead of living in this hell cause I don't think I can take it anymore, my life is so fucked up. Everyone's born with a mouth. Make use of it. You don't ask, you don't get.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Tomorrow I'll be gone

Something unbelievable happened today.. well two things I guess.

2. I cycled all to way to changi beach from east coast park

Ok, well my brother's friend had this birthday celebration at ecp, so I led the way (I mean road, or way, or road.. whatever) there with my gramma driving.. and stayed there till the evening, skipping tuition. I can't believe my gramma allowed us to do so, as in like, MY GRANDMOTHER. She had never ever allowed (and I'm sure never will) let us skip any classes and I'm still recovering from the shock and amazement.

About the cycling to changi beach thing, I AM POSITIVE THAT I AM SAYING THE TRUTH. Seriously. I did and I sure have proof. And that while cycling back to ecp, we got caught in the rain and didn't care but continued to cycle. The rain subsidised after like three minutes or so and we were completely drenched. Thank god for zip lock packs, if it weren't for those, I think I would've needed to purchase a new camera and cellphone.

I need to get shoes.. well, that was irrelevant.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

The easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly

I shall summarize my day in 6 points
1. My legs hurt like shit due to five frigging hours of shopping and not getting anything
2. I tried on some AMAZING shoes and I was towering over everyone (ha ha and I fell in love with them)
3. I'm still withering due to my love for those shoes I saw, but didn't purchase
4. In the end it was fucking crap
5. Tomorrow I'm going to east coast park for some stupid reason (on the bright side, I'm cycling!)
6. I need a professional stylist companion on monday.. Any idea what color heels I should don with white dresses for a wedding which I am involved cuz I'm the bridesmaid/ flowergirl (don't laugh!!!)?

Friday, July 3, 2009

It's like a fog that blurs the sane

Today was exhausting. Literally. We went around swissotel to view the cultural booths, so on and so fore and we went to the flag plaza which was super duper wuper windy (like how super duper wuper short my hair still is) and it was blowing into our faces and hair like mad (imagine sky-diving.. but not as extreme ha ha). It was pretty hard to breathe when you face the direction of the wind. And yes, zeyang totally failed (failed sounds harsh, something less harsh than failed then) - the topshop 'omg' thing didn't work. I ought to stop rambling on and on about everything, so I'm stopping here.

Yey, indepence day. Double yey, monday's a holiday.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

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