Sunday, January 31, 2010

Yet another pink sunday

I am so lazy to start (not to mention complete) both my school and tuition homework. I haven't recovered from the fun and laid back attitude of the camp, and how I wish I could extend my stay in Bintan because it's so carefree.. like you don't have to worry about anything at all.

Today, I'll have to 1) complete tuition work 2) submerge/ place my face in milk or some whitening product (my face is tanned!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 3) return library books 4) catch some zzz. What are you guys gonna do for your Sunday?

Saturday, January 30, 2010

A fine frenzy

Camp was really awesome. I can't believe it's over, when it only felt like it was just yesterday. Okay, well everything felt like yesterday to me so.. scratch that.

I don't know why, but I have to say that my class is FREAKING AWESOME (..but I still miss 2g).

Day 1 was CIP day, we went to this high school where everyone was super friendly, although there was a communication barrier between us, gessians and them, the whole thing was bloody fun. We played ice breakers, games, art and crafts.

Day 2 was our so-called 'reward day', but we had to wake up at 4am (bintan time) to catch the tide (something like that?). We did sampan rowing, sandcastle building, treasure hunting (which lydia and I left halfway to do some stuff), coconut tree climbling (this too cos we're very important, talented and much needed people, you see) and campfire. Sampan rowing was swell, the water confidence test before that was kinda creepy, cos we had to sit on the shore bed which I was afraid that there were unknown creatures lurking under.. waiting to pinch and kill you in 10 seconds flat. Campfire was hot (literally too) and I got burnt by flying sparks. Hurts so bad.

Day 3 we went back to the high school to present some gifts to the students and the school, then headed to a plantation farm (which I personally thought was a mini pure geog field trip heh). The ferry trip back was choppy, but not as choppy as the ferry trip to bintan, which was horrible, as I saw people puking buckets and nose bleeding like mad. It stank and was totally insane.

Our camp instructors, Robin and Jie Min were the coolest instructors ever. Cooler than the coolest. Actually all were, really funny too. So overall, this camp was the best camp in the camp history. I

PS I agree with zeyang's post on camp. Best camp I've been too so far, and that I look weird plus of another race (no racist comment or attack here) after being slightly tanned. Ugh sucks, I did put sun block! Camp rocks(ed) ♥

Friday, January 29, 2010

My life is nothing without you


..and that's about what I'm gonna type today because I'm so frigging tired that I can barely open my eyes. PTA definitely did not help, the speeches bored the crap outta me (forgive me, we are tired okay), and even my dad said so. Hahahaha.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Bang bang, we're beautiful and dirty rich


Ps Crap I'm not done packing and I still hafta do the printing out of Singapore icons. Keyang, prepare to be one of them.

Monday, January 25, 2010

With more caution

Oh god. I hate math so much. It screws my brain and plays dumb mind games.

Just wanted to ask you guys if it's okay to pop pills if you think you're running a temperature? Cos I did that like whenever I felt I didn't feel well, w/o informing my grandmother. Shit, okay note this: if I'm found lying unconscious in the bathroom, I might just have passed out/ died from drug (painkillers I mean, but drugs sound so much cooler and illegal heh) overdose.. PS I can't believe we're going for camp in another day! Oh yeah I found out we're staying at this A-something shit resort which is by the beach (if the teacher ain't lying). Swell!! :-)

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Your eyes give you away

If you've been up to date with my tweets, ya'll should know I'm sick.. You know.. The shit-I-feel-too-sick-to-move-around kinda thing, along with fainting spells. Yes, the terrible feeling of being sick is still lingering. I feel so sleepy, like I've not slept for the entire day (even though I had, and I do hope it was enough rest). All I can say now is.. bloody hell + ugh (!!!!!!!!!!!!!) PS I'm not feigning any illness, really.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Imperfect is the new perfect

I don't wanna look like you because you're too perfect, I don't wanna fill your shoes because it's not worth it.

Friday, January 22, 2010

Voicing it out

It isn't going well. I know that we're in pieces and bullshit, but it takes time for the wounds to heal. It takes time for us to pick up the pieces and continue. It takes time for us to change for the better. You guys can't really expect us to get the groove back on like in a snap of the fingers, cos that's impossible. I'm not having a grudge against any of ya'll, but stop holding it against us, making it sound like every single thing is our fault.. but not everything is. God, I am so tired.. this week was mind blowing.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Nothing like you

School's still alright, although secondary 3 life's pretty.. hectic and crazy (homework every single day w/o fail). Thank god this week's going to end real soon (just another long day more to go - friday). Weekends are like a breath of fresh, sweet air to me currently as they are the only days I can just chill out and not worry about school. It's like a piece of heaven in hell.

Anyway, I can't believe camp's just next week! I'm so jumpy about it, but not looking that forward to coconut tree climbling (bullshit). I hope everything goes well.. (ie. no dead rats, insects or whatsoever in the hostels + no mean kids/ teachers + not getting scolded and all that shit).

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Sleepless nights

I had this fucking scary dream yesterday which left me waking up in fear, sweat and tears. It felt so real and had something to do with my grandmother, brother, this hotel/ building and the number 1702 or 1704.

..Plus, so much homework to do today that's all due tomorrow morning. Dammit.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Dear John

Dear Mdm Sarifah,

Please postpone the term test to some other day instead of tomorrow!

PS I still don't know the four erosional and transportation processes, but I do know what's a drainage basin and watershed (I guess, hm).. in your face suckers!

Monday, January 18, 2010

Cry me out

All of a sudden, I'm really into cosy sweaters/ coats/ cardigans and all. How I really wish Singapore had all the four seasons. It won't hurt to wish, would it?

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Hi to toppy shop

Yesterday, I fell heads over heels with topshop (cool shxt), but right now.. I am officially madly and deeply in love because of the Spring/ Summer 2010 collection.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

They don't mean nothing

"Find yourself and your own unique signature style rather than trying to be 'of the moment'."
-Dita Von Teese

Friday, January 15, 2010

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

We must make it hard to look so easy doing something so hard

I'm losing my sense of direction, I'm losing my mind, I'm losing myself. I don't know what to do anymore.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Monday, January 11, 2010

Monday blues

History is boring the shit outta me (zzzzz).. I'm so fucking dead cos I've got chem homework to do but I forgot to bring back the textbook and that lesson's the first period. Ughhhhh. Shitzzz I'm a dead man.

PS You guys have to catch channel 5's Just For Laughs Gags tomorrow! Because.. it's the asia version and the people pranked are singaporeans! I'll probably laugh till my eyeballs pop out of its sockets and roll on the ground.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Take away my sunday and leave me in tears

Why is Monday so far away from Friday, and Friday so bloody close to Monday?

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Think pink saturday

01 I am in love with the color pink
02 I think I'm sick (I feel cold) + my throat hurts
03 Screw school for taking away my beauty sleep and the ever endless homework given to us
04 It should snow in singapore - I want to wear winter coats! Boo

Friday, January 8, 2010

Live for yourself

If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Not too soon, not too late

Geog still ROCKS YOUR (FREEZING) SOCKS. Ms tho introduced us to the chem lab with the fuse cupboard and such, and she kept picking on 2g students. Hahahah. Assembly nearly sucked so bad cos my class was supposedly noisy *cough* enthusiastic *cough* and we were asked to stand up.. for a sec I thought we were gonna bloody stand throughout the entire 35 minutes.

CCA recruitment day tomorrow. Dammit. OK other cca folksies, let's make a deal - you guys don't steal our recruits and we won't steal yours.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Time is going by, so much faster than I

I've got to say, that I do miss 2g alot. Being in different classes probably made me realize how different we are and the different paths we're going to lead later on in our lives. Shit, sorry for that sudden small talk, 'cause I think my character development teacher talked about these stuff today.. Beat that, I do listen during lessons!


Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Stumbling but yeah you still looking hella fine

I've got no words to describe how excatly school life is. Pretty alright or good, I would say. This feels like a repeated cycle though, like this is my next life.. me, going through waking up at 6am and schooling till late sort of thing again.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Let's just fall in love again

Some, they may go for cocaine.
I'm sure that if I took even one sniff.
It would bore me terrifically, too.
Yet I get a kick out of you.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Chin up. Cheer up. Smile.

I really don't want the holiday to end this soon. Why? Because 1) I'm hating the fact that school's tomorrow, 2) we're having new classmates (ice breaker, introduction all that shit) and that.. 3) I AM BLOODY INDEX NUMBER 1 (if my calculations are right, that is)!!!!!!!! I hate being index number 1 becauuseeee.. 1) I have reeeeeaaaallly slow response, for example - teacher: "Index number 1?" and minutes and seconds later, then I realize the teacher is bloody calling me. I need someone to be in front of me so I'm aware I'm being called out, 2) First in oral examinations - just screw that. Oops, plus I have not completed my homework and the board for ms tan where I have to stick everybody's faces on it. Damn.


Saturday, January 2, 2010

I said bring it on

Ya guys know what? I've decided that this year, I'm gonna go by my resolutions. I'll try not to break all of them - cross my heart. I've never felt the urge and inspiration to actually do the stuff off I write as my so-called 'new year's resolutions'.. till right now. Pretty weird. Anyway and anyhow.. I'm so excited to check off at least half of my new year's resolution list!! (+ a gazillion more !s)

PS School's in two days' time and I haven't done my fucking homework. Argh, dammit. It's utter bullshit (my new favourite words - utter bullshit). UTTER BULLSHIT I TELL YOU.

Friday, January 1, 2010

The final countdown


I've been thinking and chalking up what my new year resolutions could be for nearly the entire day.. and came up with some rubbish I hope that could pull off as resolutions (btw, I broke every year's resolutions.. so I'm thinking new year resolutions are for suckers!! Not.. it's quite fun ain't it so?). He he. Here goes..

.. New Year Resolutions for 2010:

01 Never ever never ever never ever ever to go to the hair dresser's for the entire year
03 Brush up my math
04 Learn french asap
05 Come up with a schedule/ plan/ whatever
06 Clean up the mess in my room before school reopens
07 Be nice
08 Remember everybody's birthday dates
09 Do my school homework
10 Stop being obsessed with fashion and shoes

The last one's pretty hard to do, so forget that. What are your new year resolutions?

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