Saturday, December 31, 2011

Last day of 2011

How time flies - it felt like yesterday that 2011 had just started, but today we're all preparing to usher and welcome another brand new year. 2011 was the year where so much have happened - I've learnt from experiences, grown distant from people, grown closer to others etc and it has been amazing, no matter how bad the year has been.

We all go through ups and downs everyday in our lives, we just have to embrace our mistakes and pick ourselves up when we fall.

We are only young once, and we only have one life, so live your life to the fullest, because I'd rather regret things I've done than to regret not doing things.

Have a wonderful day today and I will see you all next year. x

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Hello



How have you been? It's been long, and I haven't been posting lately and regularly because I've been occupied with my part time job, and that my desktop is down (I'm blogging and surfing the net with my brother's Macbook). Speaking of my desktop being down, it's been down for a week or two, and I still haven/t fixed it because I'm such a tech noob. I think I gotta dismantle the CPU and change the hard drive or something but I'm not entirely sure...

A side note: I'll be travelling to Jakarta, Indonesia with my friends this Saturday and will be back Wednesday...I'm pumped!

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Work last night was so fun, although tiring. Made some new friends. The perk of working night shift? We got to try out some of the dishes :-)

I think night shift > afternoon shift. Night shift again tonight and I'll be seeing the same co-workers I worked with last night so....YAY!!!

Friday, December 9, 2011

All I want for Christmas is...

We're 16 days away from Christmas day and it doesn't hurt to dream of what one would like for Christmas, wouldn't it?

Here is my annual Christmas wish list for 2011...*drum rolls*

1. DVDs of all the seasons of Supernatural, because I'm in love with Sam and Dean Winchester

2. Black converses, as I would like to have a converse shoe collection and what better way to expand it by purchasing one every year (it makes it even more special)

3. A fixed computer. I've not fixed up my computer by purchasing a new hard drive for a week now (yes, I've lived a week without a computer and it is horrible...)

4. At least 12 points for O level (please? I've been pretty nice this year)

5. A Nerf gun - no explanation needed

6. Books, any interesting ones, just throw it at me. If they are terribly good I will love you for life. Speaking of books, I've yet to read George Martin's A Game Of Thrones which I bought before the O level...

7. Sweaters. God, I am such a sweater lover...I don't care if the weather is awfully hot and humid in Singapore - my love for sweaters will never die

8. Varsity jackets - would like to collect them like how I'm collecting converses

9. Ray bans (still thinking whether I should because knowing the person I am...I'll most likely break it)

10. To meet the Shaytards family and Charles and Allie from CTFxC (I watch their daily vlogs daily, religiously)

Last but not least...

11. Jay McGuiness...or any hot/ cute single British/ American guy for all that matters. Or just Jay, that'll definitely do ;)

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Straight from the heart: part one

Honestly speaking I am afraid. Deathly afraid, of the future. I know I've talked about this a couple of times, but it's something that is bound to happen sometime or another and it's pretty much inevitable. You can't actually stop and go back in time or whatsoever.

What I've learnt, as the days goes by and you grow older you have so much more responsibilities and shit to deal with...which obviously sucks but everyone has to go through. Bills, payments, housing, mortgage, travel all that you gotta deal with.

Maybe I'm starting to worry a lot because I've started working as a part timer. God, even working part time is already tough, and I don't even know how I'm gonna pull through being an adult working full time and being committed for years. Before landing myself a job, I still have to go to college etc and get myself educated and prepared.

College fees are getting more expensive and so are tuition fees. People with degrees find it difficult to get jobs. In this situation, I have absolutely no clue how the hell I will be able to survive in this world, where money makes the world go round. Times like this when I wish that things were much simpler, and that we have nothing to worry about, but that's impossible.

I'm just so deathly afraid....

(to be continued)

Saturday, December 3, 2011

I only miss you when I'm breathing


Starting work on Monday, excited yet nervous at the same time! Definitely can't wait though, beats having to rot at home from boredom or spend tons of $$$ shopping because I'm bored doing nothing at home. With a part time job, I can gain experience, earn a lil' money and kick the habit of hardcore, senseless shopping (well, sort of) - it's like killing two birds with a stone :-)

Monday, November 28, 2011

We'll be a dream

If you're looking for fashion inspiration etc, check out my tumblr, if you wanna see what goes on (visual-wise) in my daily life, feel free to follow me on instagram...or there's also my "photography" blog. And... you can probably tell that I've not been posting regularly and such because I've got no motivation at all, and because I'm in the midst of finding jobs that are favorable (none yet, bloody hell). Keep your fingers crossed for me and wish me luck! See you later, alligator! x

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Prom looks


My school's graduation night's just around the corner - Monday! Got the most perfect dress...and an iPhone 4S :-)

Friday, November 18, 2011

Words hurt

The words you said to me, I don't know if you know, but it'll forever be etched in my mind, because those words hurt me, like a knife digging into my skin.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Disconnected

I'll admit that I don't have the best self-esteem.for I drown in my own low self-esteem, thinking that I'm not good enough and wished that I could be better or perhaps someone else. God, how I wished I was someone else so bad. I'm not like others, with so much confidence that it covers up their flaws. Those people are like sun rays, forever cheery, spontaneous and all that. All that I am, but I'll never show because I'm afraid. I will never catch the eye of someone on the streets, unless I was wearing something bizzare, That's why I choose to distance myself from everyone, because I'm afraid they'll not like me because they've realized I'm not good enough or somesort.

via tumblr

Friday, November 11, 2011

11:11


I'm back! Well sort of, I've just got 2 papers left before I'm finally free for a good month or so. I really can't wait for it to be over, because I've got so much in plan, so many things I wanna do (keep on eye on that!) and hopefully will execute the plans. Tomorrow's a Saturday and I hope that you guys will have a fabulous weekend. x

PS: It's 11/11/11 today, I missed 11:11 but I don't think we neeed to allocate a special day to make wishes and wish it would come true, for we are the ones who can make our own wishes come true, so why not seize the day and make the best of it everyday eh?

Monday, October 31, 2011

Hello

I've been away for a while and will still be because I'm in the midst of a national examination, which means I gotta study non-stop daily till all this is over which would be on the 15 nov. But there's still definitely a probability that I'll try to sneak in some posts in between.

And...I've got so much that I have in mind, the things I wanna to do after 15 nov! I can't wait for this to be over!!! x

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Thursjay

He's everything I dream of but impossible

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

I feel like giving up

I think I'll go mad from studying very soon...but it's not like I have a choice, because O level is bloody days away. But all I wanna do is everything (cycling, shopping etc) except to study.

And today has got to be the worse day to study. I didn't do shit from 10 am onwards where I was suppose cover 3 subjects and I did NONE.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Yeah...

I just nearly lost my mind today...started to cry for no apparent fucking reason. But I'm okay now. I guess it's good to cry and let it all out once in a while, because you can't possibly keep all your sorrows in.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Too lost to be found

Its only 15 days till the start of the first O level written paper. I am truly terrified for I do not feel that I am sufficiently prepared...or that I'm not even a single but prepared.

I won't be able to regurgitate any facts/ information effortlessly if needed, and I do not have a clear concept for the other conceptual subjects. It's like I might as well not have studied at all.

Starting today, I'm gonna dive into the pile of books and drown. Last minute studying is better than not studying right?

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Thursday, October 6, 2011

RIP Steve Jobs

"The world has lost a genius who has forever changed the way we live, work and play" - Nolan Bushnell

Words to live by: "Your time is limited so don't waste it living someone else's life. Have the courage to follow your heart and intuition" - Steve Jobs

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Monday, October 3, 2011

I can't shake away this little feeling

Today wasn't a bad day at all because after school we (half the class) had dinner together and it was good company. Can't believe we're gonna go our separate ways so soon...it's like I can't wait to graduate officially, yet I can. I don't think I'll ever have such amazing classmates as I do now!

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Taste the rainbow

My favorite candy? It's tough choosing between skittles and gummy bears...so I'll just go with both ;)

Friday, September 23, 2011

Within you are so many answers

Graduated today, but I've still got O level in less than a month. I should have spent my time studying but no, instead, I'm dilly-dallying and pretty much still head over heels with The Wanted. School from 8.30 - 12.30 tomorrow.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

I know that it's a little bit frightening, we might as well be playing with lightning



Shit. Too much hotness and sexiness in just a video. Save me.

And...it's not difficult at all, to know/ tell how obsessed I am with The Wanted. I've probably heard all their songs on their self-titled album at least 20 times and the recently out Lightning video 50 times. Hello fatal obsession.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Veg out

I'm apparently trying to go veg again (temporarily...maybe permanently?). To get a taste of how it is...and because I just saw videos of people slaughtering animals and I can't get the images off my mind. Second time going veg since I heard about "horse meat" before the Japan trip last year which made me veg for a good month and a half.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

The Wanted Weekend

I can't get over how amazing the weekend was. It was mental meeting The Wanted over the weekend and it's unfortunate that we couldn't take individual pictures with them...It has been only two days but I'm already having withdrawal symptoms alongside with a serious case of heart vacancy.

I got to hug Jay on Sunday but I regret not attempting to talk to him. But...he gave me a peck on my cheek and I did back at him (I think that did happen, but it was just so brief and quick). It's weird how I'm able to do this to complete strangers but feeling awkward if I ever do it to people I know. The whole hugging thing and all that.

Oh god, just wished that I lived in London. Makes life so much simpler and the vacancy in my heart less vacant since The Wanted boys live there.

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