Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I absolutely hate rules


My hair is super short. I have bangs. Like tavi's from http://tavi-thenewgirlintown.blogspot.com/.. Nearly. OMG RIGHT. I'm totally wtf-ing. I die. I hate school rules. I mean, tavi can pull it off, but I can't.. can I? (No I can't! What am I thinking???)

Monday, June 29, 2009

I'll be one tough act to follow


Today was okay (read: HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and I am dead beat and could doze off anytime, but I have so much homework to do (I left some of my written homework for the last minute which wasn't and never will be a good idea) and yet so so so little time. Seriously, can't they extend the holidays or just close school for a week? I mean like, there's already frigging 599 h1n1 cases in Singapore and schools are still not budging and refusing to close down temporarily.

Here is what I have to do within this week (sigh):
1. Math homework (definitely die)
2. Chinese (ditto as previous comment)
3. Cut my hair.. or not.. or cut (I don't know! I'll always end up getting a haircut)
4. Prepare to be QUARANTINED!!!! (Cuz I will be going to indonesia on 23th till 26th - yey!)
5. A lot more to-dos

My feet is sore. Bai, I shall do homework, pack my bag and sleep early like a good little girl, but for now, I'm gonna catch AYG opening ceremony on telly!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

I gotta get me one of those



Future dating phones (ha ha) and those robots who would willingly help me to complete all my homework. Right now I shall bury myself in chinese characters and do my tuition work which has 9 uncompleted questions, with only 4 of them mcq questions. :-(
Oh and when I woke up today, I felt so nervous but still having this urge to return to school tomorrow. I've not yet braced myself for the performance! I don't know how we're gonna exit!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Wouldn't it be lovely if it came in black too?


(ashish for topshop)

I'm dead beat but still have tons and piles of homework left to do within a day + chinese tuition homework due tomorrow = doom + funeral + white roses + topshop (ha ha) :-)

Friday, June 26, 2009

I don't know why, I don't know how



(Emma Watson for Teen Vogue)
I don't know why, but all of a sudden I'm eager to get my ass back to school. Perhaps it's the AYG performance that's on monday.. but please spare me on the homework, dear teachers. Pretty please?

Thursday, June 25, 2009

A happy ending to a bad start

tChoir camp was awesome even though it was only for a day (or two, I think we're resuming tomorrow too). Even though I'm dead tired and with my legs aching like shit, I actually loved everything and every second of the camp, except the haunted house part. The seniors made the i-studio into sort of like a scary place, we had to crawl under tables which had black cloth laid over them and it was SO dark. The addition of obstacles (eg. seniors grabbing your leg and having the trailer of the grudge played in the background - read: screaming, real scary sounds) did not help.. I was near breaking down when I first entered the room (we had to do it one by one) and I was sitting at the entrance of the 'tunnel' for 2 minutes before one senior 'accompanied' me into the tunnel.. and they forced us to watch the trailer (which I TOTALLY DID NOT, obviously) and tried grabbing our legs again. We tried to do a haunted house especially just for the seniors but it failed. It was more to the fun side, not scary. I can't wait for tomorrow now.. we're gonna have a full-dress (I guess?) rehearsal too. :-)

Ps: I am so tired that I'm really really really moody and grumpy. I definitely do not want to complete homework. >:(

Pss: Sorry the photo uploader doesn't seem to be working right now

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

You make me want to sit down and talk with you





Okay, I have to get this off my chest. And yes, it's about my height.. it ALWAYS leads back to the height thing, and the shoe size. My gramma's shoe size is US5, mom's US6, dad's about US9, uncle's US10 (I'm guessing 10), brother's US9.5.. My mom and dad are slightly taller than me, my uncle's about half a head taller than me, and my brother's like a cm taller (curse him!). I know people who are US size 7 and tall and it's like not fair. >:( Damnflabbit, but on the bright side my mom was like: "Now you're size 9, I wonder how big your feet will be when you grow fully," and that made me think, I'M NOT FULLY GROWN YET! I STILL CAN GROW. :-) I'll jump around in joy if I shot up 3.75 inches by the time I'm 14.. Please make that happen, savvy?

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

And the seventh thing I like the most that you do

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Notes
2. Marker pens
3. Teen Vogue
4. Computer
5. Duct tape
6. Bags
7. Clothes

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do You Like Anyone? I really (really really really really) don't think so
2. Does Someone Like You? The same answer as the above
3. Last Kiss? Pass
4. Been Lead On? Perhaps
5. Been Cheated On? Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm no
6. Want A Relationship? No, without the um nor hesitation
7. Wanna Get Married? Perhaps

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Teen Vogue/ Vogue/ Elle
2. My family
3. Friends
4. Clothes/ shoes
5. Music
6. Handphone
7. Laptop

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. What would happen during the AYG rehersal tomorrow?
2. When will I start wotking for a fashion magazine?
3. Omg I haven't done math
4. What should I do when I grow up?
5. When can I finish holiday homework?
6. Crap why can't the holidays be extended?
7. Argh

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU
1. Believe In God? Yes
2. Had A Dream Come True? No, thank god cause my dreams are all bizzare
3. Read The Newspaper? Yes
4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday? Not really
5. Have A Best Friend? Yes
6. Take A Bath Daily? OBVIOUSLY
7. Wish On Stars? Shooting stars, yes

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Fallen In Love? LOL
2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? Gross no
3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF? No way!
4. Been To A Bonfire? Yes
5. Ran Away From Home? Perhaps.. not yet
6. Played Strip Poker? No
7. Pulled An All Nighter? No

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? I doubt so
2. Had Fun? Yes
3. Been Kissed? No
4. Felt Stupid? Yes
5. Talked To An Ex? No
6. Missed Someone? Perhaps
7. Listened To Music? Yes

RED : ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone? A little
2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper? My brother.. or dad
3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone? Yes, netball ball?
4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry? I don't think so, I don't show my anger when I'm angry so no one really knows..
5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily? No

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You? No
2. Are You Easily Excited? Depedns
3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To? Um something but definitely NOT school nor AYG
4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought? I've got 1/10000000000000000000000 of Bill Gates's fortune!
5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now? Give me a math genius's brain please

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name: Carissa
2. Birthday: 10 September
3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life? Becoming a fashion designer
4. Do You Want To Have Children? Perhaps
5. How Do You Want To Die? In my sleep, it wouldn't hurt much hopefully

BLUE : SADNESS
1. When Is The Last Time You Cried? Can't remember
2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now? Some stuff
3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way? Not really
4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours? Don't know
5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do? Listen to music? Yes

PINK : LOVE
1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends? Ummmmmmmmmm no
2. Do You Believe At Love At First Sight? Maybe
3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her? No
4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend? Lol gazillions of no
5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate? Yes

Monday, June 22, 2009

I'll send you a postcard when I get there






Kinga Rajzak // Vogue Paris July 2008, A Tou tes Jam Bes

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Harper's Island

Ok, I was wrong, but back in my mind I always knew that wakefield was alive.. somehow.

I will learn to love again



I just saw this most amazing (make it two) shoes EVER. I haven't celebrated father's day yet, but later I will. Happy Father's Day to all fathers/ dads/ pops around the world :-)

Ps: I got a ivory dress for the wedding for the night time and I have to admit it's the most beautiful thing I have ever laid my eyes on.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

They tell you a good girl is quiet






Now I have to start on my chinese tuition homework cuz I'm gonna have tuition tomorrow. Wednesday's gonna be rehearsal day.

Friday, June 19, 2009

I (L) UK


Another British high-street label New Look will be making its debut at Ion Orchard next month. Something I probably can't wait (literally and seriously). I've checked it out and it's something nearly like Topshop, but more budget-friendly in my case. Floral prints, check. Blazers, check. Pretty awesome shoes, check. Leopard printed dress, check. There's nothing more you can ask for.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

If you want your dreams to come true, don't sleep


I seem to be having tons of dreams/ nightmares lately.. like for the past five nights without fail. It's really.. bizzare.

Ps: I would love to have a room like the one above :-)

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

This is howie do it





This is howie (how we) do it with a beautiful white (and really long) sheet that can become a: dress/ shirt dress/ drape dress..etc. I am going out tomorrow.. AGAIN. -.- I hate shopping for dresses needed for my uncle's wedding. Advantage: I'm skipping a day of school.. Alleluia

Monday, June 15, 2009

It feels so alive, yet so dead

I am detesting the holidays.

1. It makes your brain go dead cuz you usually wouldn't start on your holiday assignments till the last week/ minute.
2. You don't have to think much.
3. You usually sit and stare at the computer screen (or telly screen) for hours cuz your don't have anything or you don't know what to do.
4. You have this idea that you'll have time to complete all holiday assignments but then you'll start to panic when you realize you only have little time left.
5. Stupid holiday homework.
6. Stupid only-4-week-break.

I HATE THE HOLIDAYS CUZ ITS SO SHORT AND THERE'S SO MUCH WORK TO BE DONE. >:(

Sunday, June 14, 2009

There's not a single word that can describe my feeling now

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How I'm feeling right now. Do you know why?
BECAUSE DEBORAH IS COMING BACK TO VISIT FOR A MONTH FROM THE STATES!!!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY! But the scary thing is that, I'm always happy and yay-ing and jumping for joy when my close friends who migrated somewhere else comes back to Singapore, but when they are in Singapore already, I don't know what to talk about or what to do. It's really.. awkward. Not just really, it's VERY VERY VERY TREMENDOUSLY AWKWARD. :(


But please, continue to help me yay away. The only thing I do not want to be jumping for joy for is my Chinese tuition that resumes later. Ugh. Oh and that I really can't sleep these days. Sleepless nights, like trying to sleep at 12 but ending up sleeping at 1 or 2 and waking up @ 8 or 9 plus with a terrible headache and the want to get more rest but the inability to close my eyes and doze off again. It's insomnia I tell you.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Friday, June 12, 2009

Fear in your eyes

I tell myself: It's okay, I'm barely 14 yet, wait till I'm 15 or 16, then the troubles start rolling in, and my fashion appetite becomes larger and more obsessive.. That's what I'm scared of

Every second counts cuz there's no second try


Ok my legs are really sore cuz I've been walking for hours, days and weeks to find the perfect dresses for my uncle's wedding in july (which means I'll be skipping school for a day or so) from funan to raffles city (cos my brother talior made his suit somewhere around funan) and back again. I'm officially saying that I AM IN LOVE (like how I'm in love with the union jack bedspread above!). :-) You guys ought to know with whom/ what/ whatsoever. I'm gonna scribble it down in my diary, ha ha. Tomorrow I am going to the dentist, then my gramma will leave us in town while she heads to her friend's place for the latter's daughter's baby's first month till two-ish. Freedom! Now I feel like I'm 18 and I can do anything I want.. with only twenty in my wallet. :o

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Just to see your face when you open the door


The teacher calls on you in class, but you haven't been paying attention, and the first thing that you blurt out is:
Huh?/ What?

What do you really think about where you live?
BORING

You're writing an essay for class, but you're listening to music, so you accidentally end up typing:
Um something else that isn't related to both the song and the essay topic

You fall and break your arm, you scream:
Damnit/ !%&$#@^&*?#!

What does your ex think about you?
Pass

You should get a bumper sticker that says:
Don't throw me a fucking tantrum

While high, you like to scream:
I don't scream, I just get real hyperactive, random and really jumpy

What do you say when you come home after a long trip?
HOME SWEET HOME!

You friend says she's got tickets to see your favourite band in concert, you say?
Please please please invite me if no one else wants to watch it with you, and if she agrees, I'll probably tell her how much I love her

What were your brother/sister's first words?
I have no idea (AND NO THOSE AREN'T THE FIRST WORDS)

If you could make up a new country, part of your national anthem would be:
I don't know, I mean make me a country first then I'll think about it

Your mom tells you she's pregnant, you say?
Cool, izzit a male or female?

A good quote to put on your bedroom wall would be:
Death is a heartache no one can heal, love is a memory no one can steal

Someone asks you what you're doing, and you reply with:
Depends on what I'm doing and my mood too

Why do you spend so much time on the internet?
I like to procrastinate.. and blog, and tweet, and facebook, and read fashion blogs..

Your little cousin just won't stop bugging you, so you turn to him/her and shout:
Argh!

Last night, you had trouble going to sleep because these words kept going through your mind:
Not words, pictures

What does your grandmother's secret tattoo say?
I doubt she has one.. it's SECRET, how would I know? -.-

You'd be embarrassed if your dad started randomly singing this:
I'll cringe, wither and die

Why isn't your crush your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Because I'm not famous/ I'm not into relationships/ I'm fearful of relationships, etc

The coolest tagline for a movie would be:
Pass

You're feeling like shit, and a friend asks you what's wrong, so you turn to him/her and say:
Ugh my life sucksssssssss (more s-es), then I slump onto the table and groan

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

We'll have a chinese and watch tv


No, I'm not gonna have chinese today neither am I gonna watch telly.. I AM GOING OUT WITH ANISHA AND KIMBERLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I hope you can tell already that I can't wait and I'm jumping around and screaming on top of my lungs like some insane rocker)

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Hi, I want you to get me some snow



I WANT THOSE ONYEDIKA TATE WEDGES (ABOVE PICTURES) AND BLACK BUCKLE BOOTS (BELOW PICTURE) LIKE HOW I WANT TO MEET ALL MY PRIMARY SCHOOL MATES DESPERATELY.

Thank god I'm meeting ani and kim tomorrow or else I would've gone nuts.. at least it calms down the part of me that realizes I would never be able to get those boots like the ones below coz my gramma said that the weather in singapore in insanely hot unless I go somewhere cold (hint hint: get me enrolled in a school in london or new york when I'm 16/ graduate from gess).. ok I'm not calmed down, I'm furious about the weather in singapore. Please, snow! Stop raining and snow, snow, snow, snow, snow, snow, snow. Or either that make me grow damnit.

Monday, June 8, 2009

It's sad to say



That I'm sick of waiting for the birthday pictures to get uploaded right now cuz it seems that I woke up on the wrong side of the bed and I'm feeling impatient and cranky. Btw, I'm browsing thru top 21 paint colors and I'm pondering over the idea of painting my room (or perhaps one side).. gold. How does that sound? Like the golden room from bridge to terabithia.
Here's the link:
I just fell in love just looking at the colors

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Warning: Massive Picture Post - Part 1



















I told you so.
And I'm still gonna upload more tomorrow cuz this post is just insanely filled to the brim with pictures.. that's what you get for taking 92 pictures.

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