Sunday, May 31, 2009

Stay away

I have.. (1 point for each)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
7. received a ticket.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

Grand Total: 39

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]


Hi, Karl Who?

Do you put shampoo in your left or right hand?
Ummmmmm left

When you take a drink of something, do you hold your pinky up?
At times

What's the most dominant color in your room?
Um I think white?

How many times do you knock on a door?

Does anyone completely understand you?
I don't know, I guess not

What form of homework do you have to do today?
Summer holiday homework :(

Do you write how you speak?
Yes, no, maybe, I don't know.. Do I?

Do you understand football?
Ummmm no

Ever stayed up all night on the phone?

Does it take a lot to make you cry?

Last time you wore the opposite sex's clothing?

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
New york, or london

Do you miss your past?
Yes, but I can't dwell on it cuz it'll never come back

Do you ever think "what if" about anything?

Are you happy with the way things are going?
No, I'm moody for the past two days and I get easily frustrated and angered

In the past week have you cried?

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
Um no, I'm fuming

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
I hope God loves me, I'm sorry for all I've done wrong

Do you usually have weird dreams?

Do you like your bed?
I want to try to saw it into half

Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?

Do you like someone right now?

Do you believe in love?

Do you want a boyfriend?

Have you been asked out recently?

When did your last hug take place?
Ummmmmm a month ago

Who was the last person you talked to?
My dad

When was the last time you smiled?

Who were you last on the phone to?
My brother

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

Are you a forgiving person?

Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?

Do you say sorry first?
Usually I do

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Um no, they say I have emotional eyes

Do you like your first name?
I have a love-hate relationship with it

Does anyone like you?
Yes, I hope God does :)

Does anyone want to go out with you?
Ummmmm no :(

Do you want to go out with them?
With whom?

Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
I don't know *frowns*

When did you last cry?

Have you ever been kissed by a person thats name starts with J?

Do you drink coffee?

Did you kiss or hug anyone today ?

Do you want to see someone right now?

Did a boy or a girl text you last?

What is the last thing you said out loud?
I'm not hungry

Name something exciting you are doing tomorrow?
I have no idea..

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night?
I doubt so.. scary

What were you doing at noon today?
Out and about.. and moody

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

Is there someone you will never forget?

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
Within this month

Is there a girl/guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?

When's the last time you laughed really hard?

Is it uncomfortable staring into the eyes of someone who likes you and you like back?
Um pass

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
That person would be famous cuz you can't fall off the planet due to gravity

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't?
I guess

Do you have unlimited texting?
Unfortunately no

Is there anyone who hates you?
I think so

Do they have REAL reasons?
I don't know

Have you ever talked back to a teacher?
No.. yes? No

Looking forward to the next couple months?
I have no idea

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Yes, if you mean by emigrate

What are you saving your money up for right now?

Have you changed this year?
Hell yeah

Would you kill someone for a million dollars?
Hell no

If you had enough money what would you buy?

How old do most people usually guess you are?
Um 100! :p

Who is your best friend?
Anisha! And a few others :)

Who was the last person you had a hilarious phone conversation with?

Do you have any plans for Christmas?

Are you shy?

Are you a talkative person?

Do you prefer to call or text?

Can you live a day without TV?

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Hi, this seriously really made my day

Warning: do not watch this if you are those who cry due to too much laughing

When you feel the whole world is crashing down

I am so tired. I am so restless. I am so moody. I am so in need to go out. I am so in need of trying to break free. I am so in need for someone to understand. I hate long holidays, it causes my brain to wither and die slowly. I hate the fact that this year is streaming year. I hate Course A. I need to take a break, but I can't keep up anymore.

I never knew from the start, that this would fall apart
I watched us rumble, crumble into pieces

Friday, May 29, 2009

That's why my ex is still my ex

Today was seriously the most tiring day ever in my entire life, and my past life.. and my past past life. I had to run around to get paint, draw, sketch, trace and everything cuz I was the main designer figure.. which now I know why being important is nearly hell. So from 9.00AM till 6.00PM, we (or some/ or most/ or whatsoever cuz some had to leave earlier) were working our ass off. It was pretty worth it, from the final work of art.. and that this perhaps really bonded our class, but the bad point about this whole thing was that I thought I was gonna have cramps and muscle aches for the next week after painting four huge walls. K, I'm so bloody tired so I shall stop. I have to find my freaking cellphone USB cable so I can upload the pictures here..

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Hi, did you regret ever standing by my side

We were just about to fall more in love, more than before

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Forever & Always

I found this really really meaningful:
Life seems really artificial at times. It's like all the people around you seem to have a fake personality. You won't know what that person might do to you behind your back or even cause harm to you in future. They just pretend to be your friend but behind your back, they're someone else. And it's like the people we hang out with is not who they really are. They're just like a fake zombie, who just hangs out with you for the sake of it. But behind your back, they have a motive for everything and you won't know because you treat him/her like a real friend.

I seriously will never pretend to be anyone's friend. Friends are forever, unless something breaks them up. I would rather take all the blame and suffering and even die for those I love than have them to suffer even a tiny bit. I don't want to see my friends hurt, ever.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Oh and behold the great and mighty

You guys should seriously watch the first part of this.. but after that it gets a teensy boring.. Oh and tomorrow would be the most awesome day (hopefully) cuz olivia would be telling a chosen one from our class (a guy of course): "Womanizer, womanizer, you're a womanizer, biatch" And 'biatch' is now in her vocab since watching the first part of the video I posted, where ellen said the same thing. Tomorrow shall be ___________an day where olivia and I shall speak in ___________an. I've even done my homework. Oh and behold the great one! :-)

Monday, May 25, 2009

Hi to bowling part two

Hahahahahahaha I won for the second round of bowling today *blows party whistle and jumps around like some madman* and that was cause I changed my name for the bolwing thing. Cuz zeyang actually put my name as carssa, which made me lose miserably, but when I changed back my name to carissa, I seriously did win with a strike.. and an unintentional spare. And I thought today was my unlucky day cause I was nearly late for school and that I was in a rush and mess. Anyway, I think my fingers are broken from pe and bowling in a day.

Ps: Those videos above are two different ones

Sunday, May 24, 2009

The best is that no one really knows who you are

It's another Sunday, which another week just passed us by in a blink of an eye. Seriously time does pass by really fast cos before you know it, you have to live through another week before it's the holidays where we're piled with tons of homework and a hectic schedule of catching up with friends for movies or whatsoever.
Ps: I'm still (and never will) look forward to Sundays cos of chinese tuition

Saturday, May 23, 2009


Ni hao to jiang hua yu

I seriously need to start brushing up on my mandarin which so sucks to the core right now. Nothing helps cos I lost my interest and love for the chinese language when I got into high school. And that appiles to math too. :-(

Friday, May 22, 2009

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Kate Moss for Topshop

Hi, as I take in my last breath

Life's a drag, I've got so many problems and insecurities to solve and secure but I have no time now. I don't want to hurt anyone in the process, and it's not fun when people play around with others feelings and emotions. It hurts alot to be the victim.
Ps: It's not a school problem, it's seriously personal, so please I hope no one takes it to heart

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Hi to bowling *does a bunny tooth*

Ok, crap Olivia and Meiying left me with Zeyang and Timothy at the bowling alley :-( But then it was seriously funny how they played. Omg woohoo I'mma pro (according to zeyang) even though I wasn't really good. For more details go to his blog cuz I'm gonna go out for some family dinner now.. oh no I'm so dead cos they'll ask for my results.. Shit shit shit bai

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Hi, I'm gonna go on a drug overdose

I. Am. So. Dead. Literally. Cos. My. Gramma. Scolded. Me. For. Failing. Math. And. Chinese. When. My. Dad. Comes. Home. He. Will. Kill. Me. Literally. I. Seriously. Did. Study. Like. I. Never. Had. Before. Why. Me. I. Am. So. Fucking. Screwed. I. Hate. Being. The. Chosen. One. In. A. Bad. Way. My. Dad. Is. Gonna. Ban. Me. From. The. Computer. And. Ground. Me. For. The. Rest. Of. My. Life.
My. Life. Sucks.
Sorry. For. The. Really. Difficult. Reading. Lol.
I. Desperately. Want. To. Die. So. So. So. So. So. Much.
Ps: Probably my last time I could use the computer :-(

I don't want it to rain every other day
I don't want to wait for another sunny day

Monday, May 18, 2009


20 WHAT'S:

[1] What hair colour would you like to have?
I would love to try all colors in the world, lol but that would seriously damage my hair, so I would go fro brunette

[2] What is your middle name?
I don't have one :-(

[3] What is your current relationship status?

[4] What makes you happy?
Being around those I love, passing my english, getting shortlisted into a writing/ designing competition, hanging out with my friends, making such fools of ourselves and not giving a damn.. and much much more

[5] What is your current mood?
Very very very very anxious

[6] What colour underwear are you wearing?

[7] What is your eye colour?
Dark brown

[8] What song is stuck in your head?
Always look on the bright side of life

[9] What are you eating/drinking at the moment?
Nothing, I'm 'consuming' air

[10] What colour are your bed sheets?
Pale yellow and sky blue

[11] What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

[12] What is the most important part of your life?
Knowing what you love to do and not caring if others like it or not

[13] What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Talking on the phone/ blasting music into my ears/ drawing/ writing

[14] What should you be doing?
Dying (screw chinese and math)

[15] What is the wallpaper on your cell phone?

[16] What were you doing at 8 a.m. this morning?
Having breakfast and getting ready for school

[17] What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Um, blog surfing

[18] What is the best ice cream flavor?
I don't really know.. um pass for now cos I can't think of sugar-filled stuff

[19] What are you wearing right now?
Clothes lol

[20] What is your birthstone?
Sapphire.. or is it Carnelian? Oh no I don't know :-(


[21] Where is your profile picture taken?
The internet.. Captain Kirk haha

[22] Where are you right now?
In Singapore

[23] Where is your favourite vacation spot?
Somewhere where it's bustling with people.. city lights, neon signs :-)

[24] Where is one place you want to visit before you die?
Everywhere cos I'm planning to travel around the world (in 80 days hahah)

[25] Where were you born in?


[26] Do you act differently around your crush?
Not applicable

[27] Do you speak any other language?
My mandarin sucks so much

[28] Do you still watch kiddy TV shows?
Spongebob Squarepants does count right? Darn

[29] Do you like to travel by plane?
Sure, except the feeling when the fear of the plane is gonna crash and that you're gonna die in the plane overwhelms me.. and the dizziness and nauseousness

[30] Do you know the muffin man?
Oh yes I know the muffin man who lives in Drury Lane

[31] Do you hate anyone right now?
Yes (screw the mid year!!!)

[32] Do you ever wish you were someone else?
When life sucks

[33] Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?

[34] Do you celebrate your half birthday?

[35] Do you think you are a good person?

[36] Do you have a tan line?
Ummmmmm no

[37] Do you eat healthy?
Yes.. lol I haven't had sugar in a week and three days

[38] Do you like someone right now?
Ummmmmmmmmmm pass

[39] Do you have a dog?
No, even though I really really really want one, I can't

[40] Do you have plans tonight?
To kill myself.. drug overdose perhaps?

[41] Do you have any friends on facebook that you actually hate?
If I hated them, I wouldn't have added them.. that is dumb

[42] Do you miss your past?
Yes, but the past is the past and it's over

[43] Do you want children?

[44] Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?

[45] Do you try to blend in with the crowd, or prefer to stand out?
Stand out, I don't want to be like the rest

[46] Do you have any old calendars in your room?
Yeah.. I guess

[47] Do you miss anyone?

[48] Do you play an instrument?

[49] Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
Um yeah

[50] Do you like the snow?
Yes, except when you get frostbites

[51] Do you need to pee?
Piss (pee) off hahaha

[52] Do you believe ex's can be friends?

[53] Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?

[54] Do you get nervous in front of crowds?
Yes, really huge ones

[55] Do you get good grades?
NOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Unless it's english cos I love english :-(


[56] If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
Omg this is so cool.. um I don't know yet.. a wolf, or tiger

[57] If you could have one superpower what would it be?
The superpower to have all superpowers I want (!!!)

[58] If you could cheat on a test, would you?
No.. cheating is a sin

[59] If you could have one wish, what would it be for?
Um it's hard pass for now

[60] If you could go back in time and change the past, would you?
The present would be different then..


[61] Have you ever had a near death experience?
Alot, the worse was that I was just two cm away from an oncoming car.. I SWEAR THERE WASN'T A CAR THERE WHEN I WAS CROSSING THE ROAD!!

[62] Have you ever fired a gun?

[63] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Um yes.. everyone has

[64] Have you ever been out of the country?

[65] Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?

[66] Have you felt sad in the past week?

[67] Have you ever been backstabbed by a friend?

[68] Have you ever dated someone younger than you?

[69] Have you ever completely flunked a test?

[70] Have you ever gotten a detention?
No, I'm an angel.. more like the opposite at heart


[71] Why did you get a facebook?
My parents introduced them and I thought it was some lame thing but now I'm pretty hooked

[72] Why did your parents give you the name you have?
I have noooooo idea

[73] Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Um no

[74] Are you any good at math?

[75] Name someone with the same birthday as you?
I have no idea

[76] Name someone who made you smile today?
I don't know.. everyone?

[77] Name something you don’t leave the house without?
My bag with everything I need inside

[78] Name the person that you have been friends with the longest?
Janelle.. Anisha?

[79] Is anyone jealous of you?
I hope not

[80] Does the future scare you?

[81] Does your crush like you back?
No I don't have one

[82] How did you get one of your scars?
I have none

[83] Are you a morning person or a night person?
Um 24/7 haha, I have no idea

[84] Is your phone close to you?
Approx 10cm away

[85] Can you curl your tongue?


[86] Movie you watched?
Angels and Demons

[87] Person you hugged?

[88] Person you talked to on the phone?
Um forgot

[89] Person you texted?

[90] Person you kissed?

[91] Person you sent a comment/message on facebook?

[92] Song you listened to?
Body Language

[93] Time you cried?

[94] Time you were on a plane?
Really long time.. about a year ago

[95] Place you went out to eat?
Um yesterday.. centrepoint

[96] Person who worried about you?
No one worries about me, everyone have their own problems to worry about instead

[97] Time you were told you were beautiful/handsome/good looking?

[98] Time you were sick?
This year.. when we had this insane class illness epidemic or something

[99] Thing you drank?

[100] Thing you ate?

Hi, I need to write my will asap

«diastema is a gap or space between two teeth. the term is most commonly applied to be an open space between the upper incisors (front teeth). it happens when there is an unequal relationship between the size of the teeth and the jaw. in france, they are called "dents du bonheur" ("lucky teeth").»-wikipedia

Ahahaha I want diastema and better marks for my chinese and math mid year. I'm gonna die cos I sucked so much that I got a pathetic thirty-something for math and pathetic forty-seven for chinese.. overall. Shit. I'm gonna die and I have only a day left to write my will.. I only told about my english paper and my dad thought it was so-so.. I got 69 and it's a so-so, so if I tell about my chinese and math, I'm dead/ trashed/ bashed/ mashed. :-( That's why I need diastema, I need to be lucky.

credits: polkadotsandvodkashots

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Boy meets girl. Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't.

I'm so scared to tell my parents my results.. that I failed math AND chinese (shit), and that I got 51 outta 100 for history.. which means I passed by only two marks and they wouldn't believe that the whole class didn't pass except a few and that they would also kill me for leaving some math sums blank.. I am so destined for doomsville. :-( And I have to watch 500 Days of Summer now. :-) I fear my parents grounding me for life along with banning me from the computer more..

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Hi, let's begin with the end

What I don't get is why some models smoke and it doesn't kill them inside cos from young, we all know smoking is bad for the health. I also don't get why people tend to drink to drown their sorrows and then get really fucking agressive.

Anyway, I'm gonna head out later to plaza wit anisha to catch Angels and Demons.. hopefully (fingers crossed!) the cinema wouldn't be filled with movie goers to the brim. Have a great weekend :-)

Ps: I love Agyness's neon pink eyeshadow in the first picture

From facebook,
1. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
Scream, cry and ask him to stop, drop and roll.. and probably pour water on him

2.Your best friend tells you she's pregnant. What is your reaction?
OH MY GOD ARE YOU SERIOUS???????????????????????

3.When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
I'm not violent at all.. never

4. Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name?
NO NOT CHUCKY!!!! (hahaha, anisha DO NOT SEND THAT TO ME!!!!!!!!) Aloysious?

5. Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name?
Desiree, Sarah, OMG I don't know LOL

6. What are you craving right now?
Ummmmmmmm NO EXAMS

7. What was the last thing you cried about?
Examination results

8. When you buy something and your change is a penny, do you keep it?
I like keeping pennies

9. What color is your tissue box?
Blue, like the morning sky

10. Is there a ceiling fan in your room & if so does it have dust on it?
Yes and no

11. What is the last voice mail you received about?
I dont do voice mail

12. Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?

13.Have you ever had a garage sale?
Um no

14. What is the last beverage you had?

15. Are you happy right now?

16. Who came over last?

17. Do you drink energy drinks?
At times

18. Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
No.. perhaps it'll be cool

19. Dark or light jeans?

20. What was the last movie you watched at home?
Doomsday: 2012

21. What is in your pocket?

25. When is your birthday?
10.. Sept

26.What are you going to do after this?
Have dinner

27. Who was the last person you went shopping with?

28. What about your favorite dessert?

29. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
No lol

30. Do you like pickles?
Depends, usually no

31. Is someone in love with you?
Um I wouldn't really no so I take that as a definite no

32. What color is your couch?

33. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
I don't think so

34. Does someone like you right now?

35. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?

36. Who was the last person to send you a text message?

37. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
7 plus?

38. Do you swear at your parents?

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

40. What is the last thing you spent money on?
Adding value to my ez-link card

41. Name one thing no one can ever take away from you?
I don't know.. there's a lot

42. What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it?
Scrambled eggs

43. Crunchy or Puffy Cheetos

44. Have you ever blocked someone from facebook?
Um no

45. Who was it?

46. Do you wear a name tag at work?
No lol but it's cool!!!

47. What color is your iPod?
White.. wit green, mp3 actually

48. What is your favorite key chain on your keys?
I always lose them :(

49. What were you doing at midnight last night?

50. If the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?
If I was in love with that person

51. Do you believe that any of your ex's think about you?
Pass, seriously

52. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARE YOU OUTTA YOUR MIND??????????? (LOL)

53. What were you doing at 1am this morning?

54. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Yes.. No... Yes... No.. Haha hopefully not, but a mistake would be lovely

55. Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
No, yes, I don't know, but I'm thinking no

56. Do you know a secret about your ex and if he/she pisses you off will you tell?
I don't use secrets as threats unless you're my brother

57. What's with you and the last person you kissed?

58. Have you ever had your heart broken? If so how many times? How did it feel?
I don't know.. It would've sucked alot I guess

59. What time did you wake up this morning?

60. What's on your bed right now?

61. Are you someone who worries too often?
Hell yeah

62. Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?

64. What color is your hair?
Medium Brown.... NEARLY RED AT TIMES! Darn man -.-

65. Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?

66. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
I don't really know, I guess yes

67. Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
Um when I was a toddler yes, now I'm pretty cautious

68. Are you wasting your time on someone?
Hopefully not

69. Are you excited about anything today?
Angels and Demons was so cool but really religious

70. On average, what do you think you cry the most about?
Everything, I tend to get a little bit too emotional at times

71. What does the newest text message in your inbox say?
:) from anisha

73. Who are 5 people your last texts are from?
Ani, Soph.. Um keyang and timothy?

74. Do you currently have a hickey?
No I doubt

75. Last person you texted?

76. Miss anyone?

77. Have you ever skipped class?
Yeah lol

78. What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
3 hours? I seriously didn't know what we actually talked about

79. How many people are you texting?

80. Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
Yeah :-) Thank god for them

81. Where was the last place you went?

82. Let's be honest, have you ever been played by someone?
Hopefully not.. yes -.-

83. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a M?
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... definite no

84. Who is the last person that called you and what did they say?
My gramma lol, she asked me when I was going home after the movie

85. Do you trust all your friends?
Not really, except a few.. maybe two or three?

86. Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Um no?

87. Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
Depends.. weekdays, not so much..

88. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
RED!!!!!!! HAHAHA LOL NO, PERHAPS... green? No, wait, brown? I don't know geez

89. Do you dance in the car?

90. Do you always answer your phone?
Not always.. I dont know

91. Would you like to be in a relationship right now?
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm pass.. but I guess no

92. Who's hoodie did you wear last?
President of the United States of America's.... LOL MY OWN

93. Do you sleep on your stomach?

94. Is love really a beautiful thing?
Yeah totally

95. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I hate repeated questions zzz

96. Are you in a good mood right now?
I AM FUMING MAD!!!!!!!!!!!

97. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Yessssssssssss hahahahahahahaha

98. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?

99. Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?

100. How many people on your top friends have you slept in the same bed with?

101. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
-.- It aint love if that guy treats you like crap.. I'll kick that guy's ass for being an a-hole and a dick (oops sorry)

102. What are you listening to?
The listen night.. brrrr

103. Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
DUH -.-

104. When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
Ummmmmmmmmm pass

105. Can you touch your toes?
Omg no, cos it's a million miles away.. LOL!

106. Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?
I have ten piercings ahhahahahaha joking, two.. does the ear holes count?

107. What were you doing at midnight last night?

108. What's your favorite season?

109. Last thing you ate/drank?
Water.. dinner

110. How many siblings do you have?
1000000000000000000000000000000002 - 1000000000000000000000000000000000 :-)

111. Needles aren't so horrible?
I guess... unless you get your lung punctured by it.. GROSS

112. What time did you go to bed last night?

113. Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
Piss off.. GROSS

115. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?

116. Are you scared of spiders?
*runs away with arms failing in the air*

117. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Yes.. is there something store for you?? -.-

118. Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
Scary no way

119. Last person you drove with in a car?
My gramma

120. Who should start the kiss, the girl or the guy?
Um guy

121. What did you last buy?

122. What’s irritating you right now?

123. What radio station(s) do you listen to?

124. Are you afraid of the dark?
*gulp* A teensy

125. Are you listening to music right now?

126. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
Um I dont know

127. Do you get distracted easily?

128. Was this the best year of your life?
I dont know.. :/

129. Who are your best friends?
Two.. one who knows me really well completely!!!! and both are always there for me no matter what

130. What was going through your mind during your last kiss?

131. Is it easier to forgive or forget?

132. Do you flirt a lot?

133. Would you live with someone without marrying them?

134. Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
Yes :-(

135. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

136. Who was the last person that made you feel safe?
Um I dont know my best friends.. Definite yes

137. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?

138. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

139. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
Piss off

140. What did you do yesterday?
I sleep, eat, go to school, come home, use the computer, eat, sleep.. and breathe

141. What time did you go to bed at and when did you wake up?
Scroll up

142. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes.. In fact yes I guess so

143. Believe in love at first sight?

144. What phrase or saying do you use the most?
Bloody hell

147. Who is your favorite person to talk to online?
I'm anti-social lol..

148. Who is your favorite person to talk to offlline?

149. What’s your favorite flavor of ice cream?
I'm depriving myself of sugar and junk food

150. What’s your biggest fear?

151. Would you rather write in pen or pencil?

152. Peppermint or spearmint?

153. Do you like your handwriting?

154. When did you last kiss someone on the cheek?

155. Which shoe do you put on first?

156. What was the last thing that made you smile?

157. Are you afraid of dying?
No, I'm afraid I didn't live my life well before I die

158. Who would you rather be with right now?
Um pass

159. Do you prefer holding hands or kissing?

160. If an unstoppable force meets an immovable object, what happens?

161. Who was the last person to slap your butt?

162. Do you sunburn easily?
I dont know..

163. Have you ever worn lipstick before?

164. What do you say to the statement “Love is suicide."
Love makes you do crazy things

165. What do you think of when you hear the word “plume”?
Plunging into totally darkness/ water

166. When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?

167. Have you ever seen a dead body?
No.. on the big screen yes.. OMG GROSS AND SCARY :(

168. Are most of your friends virgin?

169. Warm up near the fire or cuddle under the stars?

170. What is the weirdest moment between you and your current boyfriend/girlfriend?

171. Have you ever bitten someone else’s tongue?
Gross but no

172. Do you prefer short or long hair on the opposite sex?

173. Have you ever been given an engagement ring?

174. What would you do if you opened your door to a dead person?
I'll scream and cry and run away

175. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Sadly no :-(

Friday, May 15, 2009

Hi, I like the wind but I hate the sound

I don't know how to lead my own path anymore.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Hi to the fear test

From zeyang's blog, and right now I'm thinking I'll fall into the paranoid area..

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.
Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.

I fear ...

[ ] black people
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 2

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[x] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 7

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ]tornadoes
total so far: 11

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old
total so far: 13

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x]not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
total: 15

Thank god I'm normal

Wednesday, May 13, 2009


Probably the only thing that triggers me to watch Star Trek, but I'm giving it a pass

Hi, the scars remind us that the past is real

Sorry about the all-pictures-and-not-much-words-posts recently, cos there seems to be nothing much to talk about.. except that there's no school today and tomorrow and that I have to do the crap project work postcard tomorrow. Along with some other frustrating stuff that are bugging me..

Hahaha lol I didn't forget

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Hi, you've been running through my mind all day

Love is not blind -- it simply enables one to see things others fail to see

Monday, May 11, 2009

If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

Camilla and Marc s/s 09

I'm deprived of sugar and fun in my life.. Listening comprehension is tomorrow and my gramma's expecting me to study for it by reading and recognizing chinese characters and I'm like -.-, and currently my whole room is scattered with magzines and cut outs and I think you can even barely cross one side of the room to the other without on tip toes. My room is such a mess. And I seriously need suggestions on which album I should get asap cos I'm heading down to the music store in the afternoon and catching 17 again. :-) Whopeeee, my life aint all that not fun anymore

Taylor Swift's Fearless
Hannah Montana The Movie Soundtrack

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Taylor Swift

Lucas Till's featured in the video.. and there's like two Taylors, some sort of a spilt personality. And at the cheerleading part where the football game is on, you can tell that Taylor's tall/ taller than average cos she's like sticking out. THAT'S LIKE SO FREAKING COOL TO BE TALL :-)

And this is when Taylor was young.. the cutest part I thought was when she was getting her hands with green paint and spreading them out on a piece of paper.. oh gosh I'm going Taylor-crazy.. Should I get her Fearless album or Hannah Montana the movie soundtrack???

London calling

Happy Mom's Day

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Hi, wasn't it you who told me

We were standing in an empty room
The moonlight was falling
You were holding my hand when the car pulled up for you
And I could have spent a life with you
But those days were over
You were calling my name when your face faded from view

And wasn't it you who told me the sun would always chase the day
And wasn't it you who told me:

Angels fly in the air tonight
Saying wasn't it just like swimming out on the lake?
And stars collide and the air's alive
Or was it just like those promises that you made
On our last night?

I remember waking up with you
The days doing nothing
You meant more to me then than I think you ever knew.
But you were gonna be a doctor, movie star
A poet at a Nobel seminar
I hope the world never tore that out of you

Cause wasn't it you who told me the sun would always chase the day
Yeah wasn't it you who told me:

Angels fly in the air tonight
Saying wasn't it just like swimming out on the lake?
And stars collide and the air's alive
Or was it just like those promises that you made
On our last night?

And what ever happened to the things you loved
And the songs we played, and the indian days
Whatever happened to the things you gave away?
Like Harold and Maude and singing
Like Harold and Maude and singing

I was waving as you drove away
The sunlight was falling
You were writing backwards in a dusty window pane

Angels fly in the air tonight
Saying wasn't it just like swimming out on the lake?
And stars collide and the air's alive
Or was it just like those promises that you made
On our last night?


I'm in love.. with Taylor Swift. I totally regretted not purchasing her album.. and instead I got the Twilight soundtrack which wasn't as great and awesome and fantastic as I thought it would be. Bloody hell. K, I need some information now, is there any music store(s) in Vivocity/ Harbourfront area??? This is really important.. I NEED THE TAYLOR SWIFT ALBUM ASAP (!!!), so if you know of any music stores around that district.. leave a comment, or tag or whatsoever! Thank u :-) and now I shall perhaps be off to my bestest place on earth (instead of movie theatres and malls..) to do some insane searching for some DIY mother's day gift/ something for my room. I need to get a mirror to break so I can have 7 years of bad luck.. haha

Ps: More taylor swift songs coming this way on the blog, since I'm totally and absolutely OBSESSED with her.. plus I need to catch the movie 'Obsessed' when it comes to the big screen in Singapore.. I think it's cool

Ps number 2: OH MY GOSH, GARANCE DORE IS IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! *jaw drops wide open*

Ps number 3: Pardon my 'expressions' and 'open-ness' for today..

Ps number 4: Mother's day is tomorrow

Ps number 5: I should end here.. lol I've been saying to much since I usually type just a sentence or two

Oops forgot.. ps number 6: Taylor Swift is 1.8m tall.. and now I want to be her height

Friday, May 8, 2009

Hi to 'omg she is so bloody tall'

Omg I want to be as tall as her lol.. she's like towering over average people.. scary but freaking awesome!

Hi, we're so close yet so far and it's tearing me apart

Your date of conception was on or about 18 December 1994 which was a Sunday.

You were born on a Sunday
under the astrological sign Virgo.
Your Life path number is 7.

Your fortune cookie reads:
It doesn't matter. Who is without a flaw?

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.

The golden number for 1995 is 1.
The epact number for 1995 is -1.
The year 1995 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/31/1995 and ending 2/18/1996.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Pig.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Bear; your plant is Violets.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Hathys, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

As of 5/8/2009 1:50:39 AM EDT
You are 13 years old.
You are 164 months old.
You are 712 weeks old.
You are 4,989 days old.
You are 119,737 hours old.
You are 7,184,270 minutes old.
You are 431,056,239 seconds old.

Omg some are so true.. I was indeed born on a sunday and usually I love sundays, but thanks to chinese tuition, I hate sundays.. find your birthdate's fun statistics and your astrological data @ I delete some info cos they were too personal.. the dates and such

Thursday, May 7, 2009

You'll always find your way back home

You wake up, it's raining and it's monday
Looks like one of those rough days
Time's up, you're late again, so get out the door
Sometimes you feel like running
Find a whole new life and jump in
Let go, get up and hit the dance floor
But when the lights go down it's the ending of the show
And you're feeling like you got nowhere to go
Don't you know

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back home
You can change your style, yeah your can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry but everybody knows
You'll always find your way back home

Your best friends, your little hometown
Are waiting up wherever you go now
You know you can always turn around
Cause this world is big and it's crazy
And this girl is thinking that maybe
This life is what some people dream about
Cause when I'm feeling down and I am all alone
I've always got a place where I can go
Cause I know

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back home
You can change your style, yeah your can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry but everybody knows
You'll always find your way back home

Where they know exactly who you are
Back home where the real you is the superstar
Back home, you know it's never too far away
Let me hear you say

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back
You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back home
You can change your style, yeah your can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry but everybody knows
You'll always find your way back home


Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Hi, they tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'

Math. Was. A. Killer. Today.
Hello to a huge F on my math paper

Went to a party, I danced all night
I drank sixteen beers and started up a fight

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Bye to A1s

Teenage girl, 14, died under unknown circumstances: suspected culprit.. the subject Math
Please do prepare a coffin for me.. I'm gonna die and flunk the math paper tomorrow I can't take it anymore I'm so stressed out and lagging behind everybody. My gramma's gonna ban me from the computer for life if I flunk math.. my dad's gonna kill me and ground me.. and I'll NEVER get a chance to get into the A Math class :'-( Why is this all happening to me? Bullocks
Next schedule for waterworks: Wednesday, 6 May 2009

From facebook,
Multiply each score by 10 & re-post as .... % Girlish, ...% Boyish, ....% Nerdy.....% Emo & ....% Childish..%!

[x] I like at least one shade of pink
[x] I don't like being messy
[ ] My belongings are organized
[ ] I don't like rock music
[ ] I like wearing accessories
[x] Bright colors amaze me
[ ] I hate black
[ ] I go to the salon once a week
[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time
[x] I bring my phone with me everywhere

[ ] I like wearing baggy pants
[ ] I play video games
[x] I like Akon
[ ] I like wearing jackets with hoods
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores
[ ] I don't like shopping unless it's for me
[ ] I like to go bungee jumping
[ ] I like being sweaty
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes
[ ] I always wear perfume/cologne

[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket
[ ] I enjoy studying
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I'm a straight-A student
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in
[ ] One of my favorite subject is science
[ ] I like reading mystery books
[ ] My assignments are passed up on time

[ ] I am crazy about the color black
[ ] I sit at the corner
[x] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes
[ ] I like metal rock music
[ ] I have a lot of problems in my life
[ ] I don't talk much
[ ] I don't have that many friends
[ ] I barely have fun
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends

[ ] I love to stare at the ceiling for ten minutes
[x] I sleep with a stuff toy/pillow
[x] I watch cartoons
[x] I love to invent words only i understand
[ ] I sleep with a night light
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters
[ ] I like being with my family relatives.
[ ] I take bubble baths
[x] I like Spongebob

I'm 40 % Girlish, 20% Boyish, 0% Nerdy, 0% Emo & 40% Childish.. and not to forget 100% dead

Monday, May 4, 2009

Hi, I'm on the verge of breaking down

I dont know why.. but I keep on letting my emotions run wild these days, its a huge change from me in middle school and the me now in high school. I mean I keep crying/ breaking down in tears after each paper for the past three papers. I feel so scared, weak and brittle, like a little girl who's lost. I've never been this afraid in my life ever.. especially for examinations, not even PSLE which is suppose to be worse than any mid year exam. This is the worst feeling on earth. I just wanna believe that its ok, but its hard to accept it, I'm so scared. Everything is in a blur and muddled up. I cant sleep these days, I keep on waking up every hour or so. My brain wants to shut down so much.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Hi, I woke up feeling kinda blue

In a world where I'm lost without you

I hope the pictures wit the striking blue background fits the title.. I feel so poetic today, but the bad news of it is that MY BRAIN IS STILL NOT FUNCTIONING AND I HAVEN'T STUDIED MUCH AND THE PAPERS ARE GONNA START AGAIN TOMORROW!!!!!
Ps: I'm nursing from a hangover that didn't include alcohol, but I couldn't sleep for the entire night and I kept waking up in like an hour or two intervals, and the feeling was pretty horrible

Saturday, May 2, 2009

I (L) Coco Rocha

Omg I just came to realize that I share the same birthday with her

Hi to the feeling of drowning

I woke up saturday morning with a dull headache, and that I came to my senses that we're only getting into class just to get a diploma.. bloody hell and that I really am in need of a helium balloon so I can send my wishes up into the sky, out of the ozone layer and into outer space
Ok, I'm in a bad and crappy mood, and I am easily agitated now shit

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