I dont know why.. but I keep on letting my emotions run wild these days, its a huge change from me in middle school and the me now in high school. I mean I keep crying/ breaking down in tears after each paper for the past three papers. I feel so scared, weak and brittle, like a little girl who's lost. I've never been this afraid in my life ever.. especially for examinations, not even PSLE which is suppose to be worse than any mid year exam. This is the worst feeling on earth. I just wanna believe that its ok, but its hard to accept it, I'm so scared. Everything is in a blur and muddled up. I cant sleep these days, I keep on waking up every hour or so. My brain wants to shut down so much.
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