Saturday, October 31, 2009

Twick or tweet



Happy halloween! PS Thank god for today or my saturday would've been so boring. Ice-skating was fun but I really didn't dare to fall. Bowling was a little shitty in the first place but everything ended off pretty well (except for zeyang owning us in all three games). A more detailed description on zeyang's blog, cos I'm too lazy to type it all out.

My feet hurts from skating, and I'll try to post some pix olivia had taken as soon as she sends it over.

Friday, October 30, 2009

The best has yet to come



OFFICIALLY THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL = END OF TERM 4 = END OF YEAR 2 LIFE

I really can't believe another year passed by so quickly. It seems and felt like it was only January yesterday, and I'm so afraid of myself that I wouldn't land in a subject combination I would want to take next year.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

When all else fails


Oh fock, I'm rushing like mad through so many things that are due tomorrow..
01 Speech
02 Testimonial
03 I don't know what

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

The real shit, shit to make you FEEL shit

600th post starts and ends here. Another 600 to 1,200 posts, and just the thought of attempting this amazing feat freaks me out.

I just wanted to voice out my personal thoughts/ opinions, so no hard feelings for those who feel offended (by my usage of words/ whatsoever). I really don't know why something would turn out to be my fault when it's clearly yours. Seriously, like what the fuck.

Another thing is that WHITE SHOES ONLY WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS IN 2010?!?!?!?! NAME TAG?! COLORED CLOTH ON BLOUSE?! WHAT THE HELL IS THE SCHOOL THINKING??????? WE'RE ALL GONNA LOOK SO FREAKING DUMB WITH TONS OF TAGS ON OUR BLOUSES AND CLANKING ONTO ONE ANOTHER. OMG JUST SHOOT ME PLEASE.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I want to live my life at full volume


I sometimes do think I should stop blogging because on some days (like today) I have no idea what to blog about cos my life's a complete bore. On the other hand, the reason why I don't want to close this blog is cos I want to blog till I'm dead (lol, or maybe not) and see how I really grew up. I know it's funny and I know there'll probably be more than 100000 posts, so I really do hope blogger has no post limitations. PS Tomorrow's my 600th post! OMG WOW I KNOW! I feel so old. :p

Monday, October 26, 2009

Never take life seriously, nobody gets out alive anyway

Last week in school before the holidays kick in in full gear, that means either heaps of boredom or fun. I'm still trying to figure out and sketch out what I can/ should do..

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Without you I don't know

'There's an Italian painter, named Carlotti, and he defined beauty...He said it was the summation of the parts, working together in such a way that nothing needed to be added, taken away, or altered, and thats you, you're beautiful.'

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Stand for something or you'll fall for anything


Day 1 of camp we did rock wall, challenge rope courses and the zip line. I didn't complete the rope course cos I was hanging onto the pole for my dear life and was so scared to climb further that the trainers were telling me that if I don't climb higher/ go on, they would climb up to me and make me move. So yes, I started freaking out alot. Zip line was AWESOME. SERIOUSLY FUCKING AWESOME, even though my knees went jelly and I was begging the instructor to give me a second and stuff like that. So the conversation went like this when it came to my turn:

Me: OH MY GOD I CAN'T DO IT!!!!!!!!
Instructor: Yes you can just go
Me: Give me one second!
Instructor: Okay one second is over
Me: Aaaaaaaah another second!

I was grabbing onto the pole and unwilling to 'jump' off. My palms were so wet and sweating like shit that I was so scared I'll slip during the whole process and I'll die (maybe I was thinking way too much). But in the end it was reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally fun. Night trail was okay, but I was afraid to trip and fall over something.

Day 2 we had some team building activites, nature guided hike and campfire. The guided hike was so cool! So was the campfire, even though I don't think the audience were scared outta their wits, it was hilarious.

The camp made me feel so much better overall and exhausted, for I slept after I had my lunch and shower (thank god for luke warm water) for 3 hours and again for 11 hours at night. I am so gald that I went for camp. :-)

Friday, October 23, 2009

Everything's good in black


And I'm back from camp! + I think I'm gonna get sick. What a great time to fall ill, grrrrr seriously. My throat is so itchy that it affects my nose and I keep sneezing like nobody's business.. Oh god, I'm having a flu.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Hi to love-hate relationships

I hate camps as much as I love them! Ugh. Reasons why I may not go for camp 1) I am not feeling well. My ears are ringing and I feel feverish. I'm not kidding. Plus I haven't completed packing, so I'm half packing, half blogging. I've taken my clothes in and out of over 10 bags I was unsatisfied with, and now they look like crumpled cabbage. >:(

Oh god. Ugh. Grrr. Shit. !?#(%*)#&@?!#
And.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLIVIA!

Monday, October 19, 2009

Too good to be true


I'm starving but I can't eat, I'm tired but I can't sleep. I think I'm going through some fucked up phase that makes me feel like that I'm in depression because I seriously couldn't sleep last night and I woke up with my head hurting so bad, that it felt like someone rammed my head hard into a brick wall over a gazillion times.. To make matters worse, I can't stand the sight of food in the morning now cos it made me want to throw up. I've came to a conclusion that it's either 1) There is something really wrong with me, or 2) I've got tons of thoughts in my brains that makes my guts twist and turn.. I'm thinking it's the latter, but I DON'T EXCATLY KNOW WHAT MY THOUGHTS ARE!!! It's like my brain is filled with stuff, but I don't know what stuff! Oh god, back to number 1, there is something so wrong with me.

I'll probably may be editing/ deleting this post and add on a little about today's overall happenings and what's gonna happen later on. PS I think I've got either 1) Depression, or 2) Malfunction. I'm so so scared for camp!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Geek in the pink



We're heading out tomorrow to get something pink for olivia! Can't wait! :-)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Save your love for someone who leaves you breathless


"You can never control who you fall in love with, even when you're in the most sad, confused time of your life. You don't fall in love with people because they're fun. It just happens."
- Kirsten Dunst

Friday, October 16, 2009

Choke back on those tears, it isn't worth it

01 I want to drown myself in tears
02 I want to drown myself in those tears and die
03 Life is not fair (don't rub it in by telling me it never is.. I know that)
04 Everyone has failed at least once in their lives! And that is how we fucking learn from our mistakes and improve - failure is the mother of success

"You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves."

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Put your life on hold, then repeat it


School life is getting really boring. It's like.. play cards. Watch a movie. Do nothing. Go through exam papers. Play cards. Stare into blank space. Yes, that sort of thing we currently do in school. I wish we are able to not go to school if we don't feel like, cos the exams are over and there is seriously nothing to do in school. We've completed our syllabus and stuff (except chinese.. who gives a damn right now?).

Anyway, OMG (!!!!!!!!!!!!) COS ACE CAMP IS IN LESS THAN A WEEK'S TIME! I am so not looking forward to it cos I hate camps. I hate being away from home. I hate having a toliet cubicle for 60 students to share and fight for. It is seriously pathetic. How the fuck are 60 students gonna take a bath within an hour?? Like hell yeah each student takes only a minute to bathe and change and whatsoever. Ugh, annoying and illogical.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Hi to angles or angels


Do you want to know how to take flattering pictures of yourself? If so, you have to watch this video. If not, you still have to watch the video cause it's pretty hilariously cool.

(click on video to enlarge)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Baisez !@(*)?$&#*^%#?@!#

VEUILLEZ ME TUER JE BAISE AINSI COMPLÈTEMENT PARCE QUE J'AI ÉCHOUÉ À DEUX SUJETS SANGLANTS TELLEMENT MAINTENANT MES ESPOIRS D'ENTRER DANS UNE CLASSE DE BIO/CHEM EST RUINÉS ET JE LA PENSE QUE JE VAIS M'ENTRER DANS LA SCIENCE COMBINÉE ET AUCUNE MANIÈRE COS QUE JE DOIS PRENDRE LA CAUSE DE GÉOGRAPHIE JE VIS ET RESPIRE, ET CELA C'EST LE SEUL SUJET JE PEUX TOUJOURS PASSER. I CAUSE FOUTUE D'EXAMENS DE HAINE IL A RUINÉ MA FICHUE VIE. YA MAINTENANT HUH SONT-ILS HEUREUX?

(PLEASE KILL ME I AM SO FUCKING DEAD BECAUSE I FLUNKED TWO BLOODY SUBJECTS SO NOW MY HOPES OF GETTING INTO A BIO/CHEM CLASS IS DASHEDAND I THINK I AM GOING TO GET MYSELF INTO COMBINED SCIENCE AND NO WAY COS I NEED TO TAKE GEOGRAPHY CAUSE I LIVE AND BREATHE IT, AND THAT IT IS THE ONLY SUBJECT I CAN ALWAYS PASS. I FUCKING HATE EXAMS CAUSE IT RUINED MY DAMN LIFE. ARE YA HAPPY NOW HUH?)

BAISEZ-VOUS DES EXAMENS!

Monday, October 12, 2009

When life give you lemons, make lemonade


Life is like a ball and no matter how fast or slow you run, you're still running around in circles and running back to square one.

PS Je déteste des maths. Maths de baise.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Lips of an angel


Bonjour! Guess what guys? Est-ce que vous comprenez ce que je veux dire? Oui? Non? Ahahaha, I'm trying to learn french. I don't know how I got that whole idea into my mind, but it just went like, "Snap, I want to learn french," after I stumbled upon some guide to learning french books and grabbed them all off the shelves asap. Other reason is cause I've always been fascinating how french men and french women speak. It's just so *sigh*. Pardon me, but je ne parle pas encore tres bien le francais. Au revoir folks!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Just when you thought this was it

You thought that after the exams it's gonna be filled with fun.
You thought that after the exams it's gonna be filled with freedom.
You thought after the exams you'll be able to rock out and party hard.
You thought after the exams you'll be able to hang out all day with your friends.

But instead, the whole after-exams life is so insanely bah that I think I could literally die of boredom.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Hi T-Swizzle, singer turned rapper

Taylor's not just your any ordinary famous country/pop singer.. she's also a rapper.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

All the right things in all the wrong places


Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 10 friends .

01 Who was your last text from?
Sophia

02 Where was your default picture taken?
Knightcat/ jaknjil

03 Your relationship status ?
-

04 Have you ever lost a close friend ?
Yes

05 What is your current mood?
Bored senseless

06. How many siblings do you have?
3

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Keanu, Kimberly, Edward

08 Where do you wish you were right now?
Obviously new york

09. Have a crazy side ? What do you think?
Yes, say hi to my alter ego

10 Ever had a near death experience?
Tons of times, thanks to my klutziness

11 Something you do a lot?
Blog, tweet, read fashion magazines and blogs

12 Angry at anyone ? Angry at who?
MY GRAMMA >:(

13 What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Nothing yet everything, tee hee

14 When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday

15 Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes.. and no

16 What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Alot of things

17 Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Olivia

18 What is your favourite song?
Live like you're dying

19 What are you doing right now?
Instant messaging

20 Who do you trust right now?
Who do you think?

21 Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Shirt world

22 Have you kissed someone in the past week?

23 Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Tomatothy

24 Describe your life in one word?
!?*&#?@!

25 Who are you thinking of right now?
Nobody

26 What should you be doing right now?
Googling for handbags zzz

27 What are you listening to?
Be On You

28 Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
My mom

29. Who was the last person who yelled at u?
M gramma >:(

30 Do you act differently around the person you like?
Depends

31 What is your natural hair color?
Dark brown

32 Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Olivia, zeyang, etc..

33 Who was the last person to make you sad?
Pass

34 What do you hear?
Please rephrase your sentence

35 Do you have any friendship problems?
We all do at times

36 Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
WTF

37 Do you have a best friend(s)?
Yes

38 Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
No

39 Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yes, smiley faces are cool

40 Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes, outerwear's included?

41 Are you happy with life right now?
Pretty

42 Are you jealous right now?
YES TO ALL THE PEOPLE ENJOYING THEIR LIVES AND JOBS!

43 What jewellery are you currently wearing?
NIL

44 What were you doing on Friday night?
Friday's not even here yet

45 Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes *shatter into pieces* ha ha

46 Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes *grabs a hammer and smashes your heart*

47 Is there anyone you are disappointed in now?
I.. have.. no idea

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
OBVBIOUSLY CAUSE I WAS SICK

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
12AM-ish cause I was pissed, ha ha

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Hi to boy meets girl, boy falls in love but girl doesn't


Sexy B*tch - David Guetta ft Akon
Be On You - Flo Rida ft Neyo
Live Like We're Dying - The Script

Today's paper was surprisingly easy, so easy that I fear tomorrow's paper gonna kill us all.. and I can't believe the exams are (nearly over). Antipicating to catch The September Issue and 500 Days Of Summer

Zooey Deschanel + Joseph Gordon-Levitt = :-)

Monday, October 5, 2009

Hi you're entitled to a one-way ticket to your death


I know the whole *cough* Kanye *cough* thing has been around for a while, but I hope this lifts up all your dampened spirits due to the one-way-ticket-to-our-deaths paper today. Speaking of killer papers, I think I'm gonna die for math papers too because I can't get myself focused on doing the crappy math sums (sorry ms tho and all offended math geniuses).

Science + Math + Carissa = Failure.. now that is what I call math.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Hi to FML: Part I


My dad doesn't like me buying stuff online but he praised my 10 year old brother for being smart cuz he learnt how to order games on Ebay by himself. FML

Today, I spent the entire day packing my car full of boxes for my move tomorrow. When I finally finished, I realized I didn't have the car key. It's inside one of the boxes. FML

Today, I checked my email for the hundredth time, hoping to hear back from a potential employer about a job I really want. No response. Why? My email with resume attached has been sitting in my Outbox for the past week. I never actually sent it out in the first place. FML

Today, I was taking a group shot with my friends when I asked a stranger to take the picture for us. He backed up and told us to squish closer together, and when he was at least 20 feet away, he turned and ran off with my camera. FML

Today, my girlfriend dumped me proclaiming she wanted someone more like her "Edward". I asked her who Edward was. She held up a copy her "Twilight" book. She was talking about a fictional vampire. FML

Today, I saw an elderly man fall in a crosswalk, so I jumped off my bike to help. As I helped him across, the light turned green. At that point I noticed my phone had fallen out of my pocket in the street and was run over by several cars. I then watched across a 6 lane street as someone stole my bike. FML

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Hi to classic ruby red lips

Hi karlie kloss's red lips.



Hi Prada models' red lips.

(You can never go wrong with classic red lipstick)

I've been drawing endlessly and NOT studying for science and math. It's like you feel the exams are already over, but in reality it's not. Aaah, damnit. Screw science and maths, two of my most dreaded subjects cos they have the ability to blow your brain up and chop it up into tiny pieces.. yes, like mince meat. Oh, PS happy birthday timothy.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Go ahead, make my day

I feel so tired and blanked out, that I'll probably post a 'how-well-do-you-really-know-me' kind of thing.. or you could take it as a 'do you want to be a millioniare' quiz (except sorry, there's no million dollars if you answer all correctly. Here goes:

Which color is my favourite color as it's probably the only color that suits me best?
1) Grey
2) White
3) Black
4) Coral
5) All of the above

What color would I like to try to dye my hair?
1) Black
2) Red
3) Blonde
4) Dark/ light brown
5) All the above

What type of food will I never get tired of?
1) Western, Italian
2) Italian, Chinese
3) Indian, Japanese
4) Japanese, Western
5) Chinese, Indian

I guess that's all for now. The examinations are sure taking it's toll, cos my brain is too dead to function well now (thus only three questions for the quiz). It was actually crammed with all the geography information this morning. Afterthe paper I was so relieved that it was over, cos my head did hurt due to the whole stress and pressure and information overload thing going on.. which nearly made me blow up into tiny pieces (thank god I didn't).
PS According to my gramma, tomorrow is my chinese birthday.. so yay, I turn 14 twice. Yes, my chinese birthday falls on the mooncake festival.. how neat.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Hi, see you later alligator!



Ok well I took a sneak peek at the latest Christoper Kane for Topshop collection (which was enclosed and heavily guarded.. ha ha, joking about the latter) and am eyeing for the alligator emblazoned jersey dress. Throw me some obstacles and I would gladly overcome them to get to this dress.. It's a complete jaw-dropper, and the area will only be opened at/from the 6.45pm party today. Sigh, guess I'll have to wait till after examinations.. or I could bribe my mom.

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