Impossible

Suddenly I feel like giving up on everything and move away to some place new, where no one knows my name... a place I feel I belong, doing a job/ doing something I feel satisfied and contented with, going places/travelling non-stop. Damn, but there's not the slightest chance that you can go places without a proper degree. It's crazy, I know, but sometimes I just can't wait to find out what the future has in store for me. Doesn't the future feel so far away, yet so close....like it's breathing right down your neck? Goddammit, why do I look forward to something that I fear so much? Does that even make any sense?