Judgement day

So..it's 12.49am here. I don't actually entirely believe in the end of the world (perhaps just 49%) but I guess you'll never know. The "end of world" situatuion always gets me thinking..what if tomorrow was your last day/ you only had one day to live...how would you spend the 24 hours?

If tomorrow was my last day, I'll wake up and let my family know that I love them, call my friends and remind them that they mean the world to me, have bens & jerrys for breakfast, pizza for lunch, sushi for dinner. Finally, I would want to have my family (and friends) with me, and together we will build a campfire and have s'mores together.

How would you spend your final day? Leave your comments x

PS that awkward moment when the world is suppose to end, but it doesn't - hahahaha

Intoxicated by memories and feelings

What's new?

1. Chocolate iPhone cover (I have it in white too!)
2. Fresh cut from yesterday, when I was trying to scoop ice cream and the spoon snapped, stabbing me as that happened (it's stupid...I know)
3. Ikea book shelf!!! Say hi to a nicer dumping station for my books and items

In prior to the cut, I would like to add on that even after a day the wound would not close up entirely and that I now have limited movement when it comes to my left thumb and index finger (they cannot be 3.5 cm apart from each other).

Mother's Day

Happy mother's day to all the beautiful and amazing mothers in the world. Might head out to purchase flowers (they just brighten up your day) and will be having pizza tonight with my family. xo

You won't find faith or hope down a telescope

I think I have to get into a junior college. I'll be screwed if I don't. I'll be letting both sides of my family down (because they all are expecting me to choose and study hard to get into a JC). I know I'm not suppose to be living for others, but I'm only a teenager and I depend on my family at this age. It's only a few more years right? If I get into a junior college and excel (fat chance), that's a year lesser spent wasting my lifeline away? Priorities, priorities - family's > my own.

I always put others before myself, I need to start voicing out MY own wants..but not yet, not just yet.

I'm scared. Now I'm doubting myself, I'm doubting if I'm open for the adventure and thrill to leave everything behind and go to a new country without my family. I'm doubting if I'm ready.

Pink Friday

I wish I had the life people think I have.

You got my heart racing